Sometimes its easy to put a smile on and to pretend that all is well. But when shit gets real and the reality of the pain Ive caused myself and the suffering/pain that I have caused the people who love, who care and go to extreme lengths to be there for me sets in, that smile is not so easy to wear anymore. Im tired of hurting those people. Especially the most recent people and you know who you are, I hope that Im able to right those wrongs and to once again be there as the friend and the man that I can be. I was asked by someone who I love truly and hurt recently one question that I havent been able to answer for myself. Pete, do you feel you deserve a better life for yourself? A life filled with happiness, love, and joy? Do you feel that you deserve a life worth living? I didnt have an answer then when she asked and have not been able to go a single day without asking the question myself. Where do I go from here? Whats next on this journey? Prayers and support are needed. Hope everyone has a blessed day.
Posted on: Sat, 01 Nov 2014 18:46:56 +0000
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