Sometimes when I am rocking jake i catch myself looking over at Andrews room well every time I rock jake honestly I just stare at that room. My heart sometimes feels so heavy but I remind myself its ok I am human. Tonight as I am rocking jake I have no tv on just the lamp and Im dazing off at the room thinking about Andrew and how happy he is and how he is enjoying heaven. God even through my heartache you find a way to show me you are carrying me and holding me close. I wouldnt and couldnt do it without you. Each day you give I thank you and count it as a blessing. I pray with jake on a daily basis for us to be strong and praise you. I sing Jesus loves me to him every nap and even at bed time its all songs about you. I thank you for my strength and the woman you have made me. I asked you to use me and you have. You gave me two miracles and I am honored to love your children. Holding jake tonight thinking of the little ones what a gift you have given us to be mothers. No matter if you are a mother step mom or foster mom God trusted you and put a child In Your path. Love and cherish each day praise and thank God for all he has given us. Life, Friendships, parenthood, employment, spouses and so much more each of us have a purpose so reach high and achieve all that you can. be the best you can be and give all that you can from the heart. We all have lessons weve learned choices we are thankful we made and others we regret but weve learned God teaches us daily for us to seek him and know he is with us and through Christ all things are possible so forgive forget look forward make positive out of negative be thankful for your lessons be grateful for your surroundings and your life and thank God for all his blessings
Posted on: Sun, 05 Oct 2014 01:54:35 +0000
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