Sometimes you have to feel so out of place in order to find yourself and make comfort in the new thats trying to take place in your life. You have to step outside of your comfort zones in order to change: And you need to accept change in order to allow open doors of the greatest opportunities to come into your life. Thats exactly all that my life has been lately, especially the last couple of months. Experiencing some of the most difficult situations and then taking on some of the toughest challenges and pushing myself beyond a mother f-in limit I never thought I had in me; And at the end of the day, yes I feel accomplished and I know Im getting there, little by little, and Im loving the process each and every day...but Ive learned that theres also the emotional take on you that this entitles, and you learn a lot of true colors in people as you take on this lifestyle...and sometimes it does feel lonely, and secluded; But then I return to the sanctuary and I find that inner fight and peace as I take on the weight thats on my shoulders as well as the weights Im lifting...and that loneliness and out of place feeling, tends to become that much more of a fight to f-in kill this because I keep that vision of all that Im looking forward to. And throughout this process Ive realized Im not so alone on a lot of things...and I found a family within what we feel is our sanctuary there...and we become a support system as well as a tight circle of loyalty and gratefulness. Each day its been the only thing I look forward to....going there, taking out the rage, beating personal bests, seeing my body and mind transform in ways I never imagined....and being with that comforting family that at the end of the day, makes you feel whole again. So even during my weakest moments, emotional hits, challenging days.....I just remember what Ive been blessed with so far along this journey from all the hard times and the glorious days....I have goals im determined to rock out and a #fitfam that just gets what this is like and a new strength within myself each and every day through each and every step. And Im #thankful and #stronger So on that emotional note....gettin that meal in then back to the sanctuary. #26days #thankyou to the ones who have become that #fam throughout this process so far
Posted on: Mon, 06 Oct 2014 23:17:39 +0000
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