Sometimes, you just cant get out of bed. Sometimes, you just cant leave the house. Sometimes, you feel so overwhelmed by the sun that you dont function during the day, and then you start living at night, but everyone else is living in the day and youre alone, but thats okay because being surrounded by people makes you feel uncomfortable anyway, but you miss 1 or 2 people, but you never tell them because they have interesting, normal, lives where they do things with people who arent you, because you live too far away to be a convenience and never have money and then you feel like a burden and then they get a girlfriend or boyfriend. And then... they forget you... Its never intentional of course, theyre just so wrapped up in trying to impress this new person and making sure, that, that person doesnt get bored of them, so much so that it becomes this obsession, this perceptual narrowing, this chaos of making sure this person loves them back... And you just sit there... Alone. and you wait, because you know that this new person, this significant other, will never love them as much as you do. ...And then they break up, and you feel happy, shit! No. You feel sad, well at least you pretend to, because they are your friend. But really, you hope that they secretly feel almost as worse as you have over the past 6 months while theyve been sucking face with some girl who clearly, because youre a boy, was not you. And so... You write a passive aggressive facebook status about it, but you customize the privacy settings so that they cant read it.
Posted on: Sun, 24 Aug 2014 13:49:29 +0000
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