Sorry but i had to share this: If you choose to read it all...i hope you are blessed or it encourages you. No pressure. Love yall. This is REALLY from my heart. Here it goes... I HATE it when people were upset with me or talked against me because my heart is so BIG and i just love to love and make ppl laugh. No1 ever wants to be alone (i dont care who you are). Even if your reason was to stay out of mess, drama or confusion or just to be isolated, youre a loner; nobody likes to be alone (especially after a long period of time). I was asked a simple question yesterday but it hit me today. Would you be willing to sacrifice and be unaccepted by everyone or misunderstood than being accepted by God? Are you willing to take that risk and make sacrifice? How far are you willing to go? To be honest, i thought about the position i hold and the many hats i wear and what it consist of. I am a musician, NEW artist (group leader), producer, songwriter, praise and worship leader, youth leader, music director.....i have to encounter full action with people ALLLLL the time and it requires relationships. How can i bypass that and be successful without being accepted???? So my mind said no im not strong enough for the risk. But late last night after having a conversation with someone (totally off subject) and i saw how distant we had become over a period of time. What hurt the most was not being understood (NOT RIGHT but understood) I had been really trying to fix it to be normal again. My heart became broken from confusion, misunderstanding and inconsistency due to MAN. So why in the world would i base my character and obedience off of inconsistency & imperfect human beings rather than sacrificing for the one who has NEVER changed and accept me for who i am and KNEW who i was before i was even born. Then the scripture came to mind... seek ye 1st the kingdom of God and his righteousness and all these things shall be added unto you as well as if God be for me he is more than the world against me! So my answer is (what i love to sing) YESSSS God. Ill go all the way for you and i am sorry that it took this long for me to submit FULLY to the assignment. Thank you for being patient. I am ready. U bare the cross for me...ill bare this cross for you, even if it takes my life. This entire world will pass away....THATS even inconsistent. Lol. So my trust is in the one and only consistent, perfect and sovereign God! Pray that this encourages someone who have always wanted to be accepted by others. Stand your ground. Be bold. God loves you and will never change. This is not for everybody but those who really have heart and want better. Be blessed. ✌#imchanging #imgrowing
Posted on: Wed, 16 Jul 2014 16:30:25 +0000
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