Started not to share... Im ALL CHOKED UP... Today is a major milestone for me AND my family! (who would they pick on if I werent here? lol) I remember it as if it were this morning! I was 23... I was sick... Didnt know what was wrong. My aunt Stella begged be to go to the doctor. My aunt Julia took me to see Dr. Melvin Green. Im like oh Lord I dont know him... Dr. Green told my family that there was NOTHING that he could do for me and I would be lucky to see my 24th birthday! I was pregnant with twins as well. I went straight to my grandma house and cried telling her all about it! She looked me in the face and said God is the author! You better trust in him and praise him like never before. He will do it for you. I was scared as ever! STRONGEST WOMAN I HAVE EVER MET... Andre Favors used to pray and check on me often. The twins didnt make it... The cancer didnt win but GOD HANDLED IT ALL FOR ME! I have experienced loss at a major cost and I used to say why me??? But today I say WHY NOT ME... All my children slipped from my grasp BUT GOD NEVER LET GO OF MY HAND NOR MY HEART!!! As I sit here its raining but the sun is shining so BRIGHT in ME!!! EVERY rain drop that hits my face is like a kiss from the Lord! I am totally happy with Renee Beautyfullsoul-Johnson today and every obstacle he has faced for me. HES THE STRONG TOWER AND TODAY IS LIKE MY 18TH BIRTHDAY!!! I SURVIVED 18 YEARS AFTER MAN (drs) GAVE ME A FINAL DESTINATION DATE! IM 41 TODAY BUT I THANK GOD I DONT LOOK LIKE WHAT I BEEN THRU! I tell myself and remind myself ALL THE TIME that its not always about the storms but WHAT AM I DOING DURING THE STORMS??? PRAISE HIM LIKE YOU CRAZY YALL AND I DARE YOU TO TRUST HIM! Im learning daily and Im glad he chose my rain, pain, shame, fame, successes, failures and losses because it made me one BeautyFULL WOMAN TODAY! I am NOT lucky... I KNOW that I am BLESSED WITH DIVINE FAVOR... I hold a lot and smile thru a lot but someone needed this! WHATEVER IT IS JUST KNOW THAT HE CAN.... TRUST THAT HE WILL... I KNOW HE WILL!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME!!! THANK YOU ALL FOR EVERYTHING IF I MISSED ANY OF YOU!!! #DONTGIVEUPNOW ♡ HAPPY 41ST BIRTHDAY TO ME... LOOK WHO LIVING AND ISH... I AM GRATEFUL FOR HIS LOVE ♡ So today I WILL probably cry ALL DAY but JUST KNOW THAT I AM HAPPY (happy tears... a good cleanse)... You may know my name but you couldnt begin to write MY STORY... #3XSURVIVOR #IAINTSCARED #BRINGIT #HOLDON #HISTIMINGNOTOURS #KEEPMEINYOURPRAYERS
Posted on: Fri, 01 Aug 2014 20:00:58 +0000
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