Status Update By Doris Brennan Today would have been my son Alan Strickler Jr.A.K.A (A.J)s. 33rd birthday and hes heavy on my mind and heart God called in his marker and brought(his son)also being my only son home to him on August 3rd 1983 three days before his 3rd birthday he was laid to rest on his 3rd birthday in Friendswood Texas just outside of Houston where we lived and he was born I think I have grown to except the fact that hes gone but some days are still harder then others Im putting this on my status because some of my face book family may not have known I had a son I know you know I have a daughter because I always talk to and about her online my perfect Rose.AJ was gifted with the ability to sense the pain people carry within some stronger then others but when we would go anywhere people would always want to touch him and then he would know and sometimes he would reach out and touch there face and say he was sorry in his baby voice and more clearer as he grew and some folks he would just smile in a way that was so tender that you knew he could feel them inside I cant quite describe the look it was more like he touched them with his eyes and everyone else he just smiled he was one of the beautiful people in the world and if your were blessed with meeting him you knew it.I would not trade the 3 short years he was with me for all the world I learned and grew so much and Im still learning from the expeirences I had with him.In my heart I believe hes in a better place but I still miss him terribly.To lay your children to rest is one thing a parent should not have to do they are supposed to do that for us. I dont think you ever get over this you just find a place inside yourself to keep it at bay .To all the parents that have lost a child I cant say I know how you feel because everyone feels different but I can say I think Im understand deal with ti and handle it in what ever way you need so you can except it there will be good days and bad and time wont change a thing but time lets you learn to except .I just wanted everyone to know a little bit about my son and about one of Gods special children only the good die young and our children are only loans to us from God and when he says its time to come home he pulls there markers.Thanks for ones who took the time to meet my son and any of you that met him in person understand just what Im saying .My daughter and mt family is what gave me the reason to want to carry on and my believe in God .I Love You always AJ and we will see you on the other side MAMAS big boy R.I.P
Posted on: Wed, 07 Aug 2013 05:31:44 +0000
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