Status update says Whats on your mind, so i will tell you... my personal posts are deep, in length, and truth. Its been quite some time, so here goes... Somehow my hearts been different lately...couldnt explain it because i couldnt figure it out. FINALLY i get it, and it compels me to share. May be a suprise cuz nobody knows. EVEN I DIDNT. I type it because i havent said it right yet... Ive loved two women very much in my life. My ex wife and wonderful mother of my two children...and June Sommer. My ex wife of 10 years and kids mother i lost because i didnt love her right, and we divorced. It was a painful lesson, and broke me wen i saw who i was. Took a lot of work, time, and personal growth to overcome it and find my happiness within myself. I dated once i got happy. I dated a lot of gals for a few dates or so, then just moved on. It was safe, and i was content. I began talking with a woman for a couple weeks, and soon found she was very different. Different in a refreshing and delightful way, and her name is June Sommer. People told me wen we were together, i seemed to be someone that TRULY looked happy, and they were right. She introduced me to her daughters, and i saw her in both of them, and i cared for them too. This filled my heart. After dating steady for awhile, i came to some realizations, and it scared the HELL outta me. I earlier told her i was ready for this, but i was not. I felt her to be clingy and needy and not giving space. It hurt, and i said goodbye. We were pretty much facebook couple, since we met here and you guys all loved our pics and how much we cared for one another. NOW you know why we didnt work. Back to my heart...Ive been soul searching and looking deep within, and Ive been missing you June. The clingy and needy stuff wasnt clingy and needy at all, it was just YOU loving me. Now i could chalk this up as another lesson if i didnt learn my LAST one, but i did learn it. This is NOT a whoas me or a desperate attempt...This is just me saying thank you Junie, you truly are an exquisite, rare, and beautiful woman. I miss you, and i apologize to those equally beautiful daughters and all your family and dear friends for hurting this dear souled, gentle natured, and BIGG hearted woman. I just want the world to know how GREAT you are, and how important you are to me. I miss your heart.
Posted on: Wed, 12 Nov 2014 03:34:05 +0000
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