Suddenly my eyes became heavy. It was like a joke bcos i never bliv it was true. All i could say was thank you Jesus but then it was as if God never existed. I could not imagine what was happening. It was more like God was very far from me or that God does not exist at all. I could not eat nor drink. Commiting suicide was all i could think of bcos i dont know what to tell my parents, espcially my mummy; that i went out with my younger one and... God! Some negative things kept coming out of my mind. I almost lost faith bcos it was like God was silent. By this time, sleep was very much far away from me, i kept on thinking until at about 4:25AM, i finally concluded and said within me, that if this was how God wanted it, let it be... and i slept off. At about 5 oclock AM, that is 35 minutes after i slept, i heard the cry of my mummy, i jerked back with thank you Jesus from my mouth, which has been what i was saying through out the day in anticipation. At about 12pm, he was found dead!!! When i saw him, i almost curse God. I could not hold myself, tears was gushing uncontrollably and then, he was buried. I came back furious to the house, could not talk to any one. Then i remember clearly a voice which i bliv was God said to me, WOULD YOU LOVE IT IF YOUR BROTHER LIVED ONE HUNDRED YEARS AND NEVER MAKE HEAVEN? yeah, it was a guestion, and i answered No! and the voice never said anything to me again. Then i realized that my kid brother is in heaven and is far more better than i am. At this point, i held myself and slept off... in memory of my beloved kid brother Akor Joshua Akoji who died on this very day 2nd January 2014. I love you! We love you!! Til we meet again!!!
Posted on: Fri, 02 Jan 2015 15:33:19 +0000
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