Sunshines Funeral Song.... 2002 Sunset On My Hearts Horizon by Me.... Hey Baby I know that deep down in the dark that you felt all alone life didnt treat you right I know you didnt lose the fight You just you went on HOME But I really want you to know That I just cant understand How the Sun can set???? & never rise again???? But I know that one day Youll look at me and say Hey Baby I can feel it deep in my Soul Oone day youll see Baby you & Me Together in the Divine... Hey baby, I know that since youve gone away That you are scared for your child Well try to bring her up the way That you wanted her to be & make her Mama proud & shell know that her mother Did everything she possibly can To see her and hold her again But I know that one day Youll look at her and say HEY BABY! I an feel it, deep in my Soul One day youll see You and Destiny..... TOGETHER IN THE DIVINE Hey baby its been (year # here) since you have died And Im still singing your song Ill do the best that I can do To Immortalize you And keep your memory strong But theres still one thing that I need you to know Its your LOVE I cant replace I still hear your laugh And can picture your face (1st chorus) K getting a little deep My Veda of Sunshine Havent thought of this forever.... Blocked Memory So I cone home from Burger King and my Dad says, Sunshine has been in a Car Accident.. She is over 3 & 1/2 hours away. I cant go that night.. Crying to hard to see.... So I go the next day and walk into the room. ??? I had a complete panic attack. Had to leave the room for fear of her hearing me (even though shes in a Coma). I have ad a phobia of hospitals since (at least up til recently). I stayed away from the hospital and thought, If I go, Ill just cry and be of no help.. (selfish rationaling). I call her mom everyday to get report. UPS and DOWNS... GOODS AND BADS DAILY.... One day like 2 months later, she told me although she was still in a Coma she looked really good. My feelings changed and I felt I was being propelled to service of my Love. I wrote her a Come Out Of Coma Song... I went up to her room with my Guitar. At 1st the nurses didnt believe I was her boyfriend because??? Where you been the last 2 months(Family Only). So I think I got her Mom to get me back in??? I sang her Song and she woke up. I could tell! So I take her hand and she starts massaging my hand with her thumb. I run out and tell the nurses she is awake. They tell me that people in her state do thing automatically and its just reflex. I say no, they say yes.. I got get back in the room, they will figure it out. I take hand and as I speak to her (she couldnt talk) Im talking... crying... spilling my heart. She would rub my hand when she like what I was saying and we established a communication. I left told them on the way out that she is awake, they interjected, I has so happy, so sad, so MAD, that I knew the best I could do is leave. I call her Mom and tell her of the news. Before I get home, I get a return phone call...SHE AWAKE... I felt vindicated in so many ways. I got hope. So I had to work all week, and I go back next weekend. She looks awesome, Im stoked.... I take her hand we have a conversation, she shows me her baby rattle and shes jamming. I ask if she wants to here her song, she massages yes......I sing and she is the rattle rhythm section. (perfect timing). So after the song I stop playing and singing. I turn my guitar on its side and beat it like a drum.. After our 1 hr drum circle (I didnt stop til she was done). I took her hand and was optimistic. But by the end of the conversation was making a lot promises....I kiss her goodbye and 2 or 3 days later. She died. Her Mom asked me if I wanted to sing a Song.. you bet I did. I changed a few words and added a verse. And it went from her Rebirth Song to Her Funeral Song. Few words and her song had a complete new meaning. Changing from hope to sorrow. So why am I crying and getting so deep. 1. Life is tough.. Forgive yourself and forgive others, forgive situations and memories. 2. If I can do it anyone can...... Stand up straight, hold your head up high and CELEBRATE FOR EVERYONE THAT CANT. Either cuz they cant or they wont... Me Ill be standing right hear, Shit Slapping, Haha Funny, Bluebird Happy, Blow your Horn, Stomp your feet, Wave Your Flag, Silly...BLISSFULLY EXISTING....(as soon as I finish crying) Sunshine Rebirth Tune Hey baby I know that deep there in the dark That you feel all alone Life didnt treat you right You cannot lose the fight So just come on home Cuz I really want you to know That I just cant understand How the sun can set And never rise again But I know that one youll look at me and say HEY BABY I can feel it deep in my soul One day youll see Baby you and me Everything will be fine... Hey baby I no that since your around That you are scared for your child You just got to see this thru And well get back to you And shell be so proud Cuz shell that mother Would do anything she possibly can To see her and hold her again Cuz I know that on day Youll look her and say HEY BABY I feel it deep in my soul You day youll see You and your Baby Everetting will be fine Nicole SUNSHINE Stauffer 1980-2002
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