THANK YOU FOR THE BROKEN HEART Part Nineteen Dude dont mean to sound rude, but your wheels look like theyre registered under the army...Thats cause they are I eyed Freedoms G-ride. Not bad. Army wheels aye? Then I clicked No way! Youre in the army..Aw naa. You think?.. Chuckling Freedom got in and started the engine and we were off. It was a race against time. So this is going to end two ways. ONE: We get to the airport in time, you get on your knees, apologise and beg Gospel to take your ugly face back or TWO: We get to the airport, you reach her only to get rejected. Either way atleast you know you tried right?.. I didnt wana think about it. I couldnt give up hope at this time, especially at the risk of losing her completely. I was still tryna think of what to say to her when I hear Dr Cryme-number one blast through the speakers. I looked to the side and caught Freedoms sheepish grin, shortly before he laughed Sorry, just wanted you to get in the zone.. Youre a lil worse for wear, so why not play a song that pretty much says it all?.. Freedom knew I was close to uppercutting him, but he didnt seem that phased by it. Why wouldnt he? I was going to be recovering from our first meeting for a while. Dont worry so much. Well get to her. Just dont stuff it up this time yeah?.. I promised him I wouldnt and by God I was going to keep my word. I checked the time.. one hour left to get to her. Damn it! I couldnt help cursing the whole way. Getting my phone out I tried calling Gospels phone, but no pick up. I texted her to wait.. Even threw in all the apologies in the world and begged her to wait a while longer. 10 mins later Id call again then text, then call, then text.. and was so busy doing this throughout the whole ride I only jumped when Freedom pulled into the parking lot, Were here! Ill catch up. You go look for her!.. I got out and sprinted through the carpark and into the entrance just as her flight was being called. I prayed that she hadnt gone in yet and made a beeline for the elevators, taking the steps two by two. Just as rounded the corner I saw her walk through with Saraia waving her off. GOSSIE!. I called out. She didnt hear me. I ran towards her, but was struggling to get through the massive crowd of island families kissing their loved ones good bye smack bang in the middle of the departures aisle. As much as I wanted to push them all to the side I couldnt. GOSSIE! GOSSIE!. She paused for a second as if recognizing my voice, then shook her head and carried on walking. Damn it! GOSPEL! WAIT! GOSPEL!.. Why the hell couldnt she hear me? the whole freakin airport could right now.. Just a lil further. I got my phone out and texted her to turn around. Then called her phone but no answer. Saraia saw me run past her calling out Gospels name the whole time.. I stood there praying shed turn around and see me, see that I was here.. I called her name one last time GOSPEL.. She stopped.. Looked around again, then as if she was imagining it shook her head once more, wiped her tears and walked through the terminal.. *GOSPELS P.O.V* This had to be the most depressing day of my life. I should be happy, but I was anything but. Id cried myself dry the past day, the image of Dev kissing that she-uggz and the words hed whispered were still haunting me and I dont think I could ever rid myself of it. After a long talk with my parents theyd agreed it was best for me to move to New Zealand to be with them and have my two eldest brothers fly over to stay with Raia. Deep down though I had hoped Dev would call me this morning and convince me otherwise.. I still loved him, regardless. But I guess he never really cared for me at all and thats what sucked the most. Id said my goodbyes to Freedom earlier, before he left to an emergency meeting, but I was ok with that, after all he was to follow me over to NZ in a week. He had someone waiting for him, and couldnt put it off any longer than he wanted to. Kissing Saraia good bye I sobbed some more hugging her tight hoping shed be ok till the others arrived. Then waved and walked through the departures. I wanted to wait a lil longer incase Dev showed up, but I knew deep down he wouldnt come. After all he didnt even know I was leaving the country. GOSSIE! GOSSIE!.. I stopped. I waited for the call again, but it didnt come. I thought I heard Devs voice but then realized it couldnt possibly be him. He hates the name Gossie and wouldnt have been caught dead saying it either. Cmon Gospel. Stop hoping for what aint gonna come. He doesnt love you girl! He never did. Shaking my head I continued walking. Tears were falling a lot faster this time. I felt like I was leaving my heart behind, and all that remained was a black hole. GOSPEL! WAIT! GOSPEL!.. I froze again and looked around. This time the voice was so clear as if he was actually closer than I thought. I looked around again, but deep down I couldnt help but think that it was just my imagination playing tricks on me. Enough Gospel! Hes not coming. My tears couldnt contain themselves and wiping my eyes for the last time, I walked through the terminal towards the departures desk. Passport please.. I smiled faintly towards the nice lady behind the counter and reached in my clutch for my passport. Dammit! Where was it? I swear I put it in here. I looked inside the booklet where my ticket was and surely enough my passport wasnt in here either. Fudgecakes! Remembering the last time I had it I smiled up at the lady, apologized and walked back to where Id left it. Back towards the departures area..
Posted on: Sat, 05 Jul 2014 04:36:18 +0000
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