THANK YOU FOR THE BROKEN HEART Part six Hi this is Gospel..If youve come through to my voicemail then its probs cause your names Devon. Feel free to uppercut yourself and Ill get back to you when I care! Sorry not Sorry! *beep*. Gospel call me when you get this message.. along with the 20 other messages Ive left on your phone including the 30+ texts Ive sent with it.. I hung my phone up and threw it against the wall. Itd been 3 days since our fight, and I hadnt heard from her. Shed been avoiding my calls and my messages. The first time I called it went straight to voicemail. It was just my luck that Id put it on loudspeaker just as the boys walked in resulting in roars of laughter and hours of mocks over it. You must have done something really wrong for her to dedicate her voicemail to you.. I showed them my middle finger before walking over to the fridge and pulling out a bottle of beer. Uce what actually happened that night? One moment you were behind me and the next youre doing a U-Turn and speeding back down the road... I filled the boys in on what happened, even including our final conversation. As I was telling them though I couldnt help but think how bad this all sounded right down to the accusations. Orlando cut me off not wanting to hear anymore of it If you dont want her then freakin stop pulling her down wit you! It doesnt take a rocket scientist to see that Gospels an awesome chick. Shes funny, outgoing and DTE. Whats not to like about her? If youre going to treat her like shizz than maybe youre just not cut out to date her. If it were me Id do anything to keep her. But looks to me like youre all about doing you bro and Thats not right!.. Ice shook his head in disgust and walked out.. I looked towards Eric waiting for whatever he was gonna throw at me. You got something you wana say?.. Eric laughed, but not in a funny way Yeah I do. You dont deserve her. Instead of tryna find her flaws, why not look at her and see her for who she is? Get to know HER... The REAL Gospel and not some chick youre WANTING her to be. Its time to grow some b*lls and stop being such a f*ckwit or youll lose her before youve even had her!.. I stood there. Replaying that night over and over again in my head and each time I felt worse than before. The boys were right. It was time to get to really know Gospel, and before that could happen I needed to make it up to her. I called her one more time even blocking my number in the hopes shed pick up.. Gospel: Hello? Me: Hey its me *silence* Gospel: Hi.. Me: You havent been returning my calls or replying to my texts.. Was starting to think you were avoiding me Gospel: Thats cause I am. Me: Ookaay... *ouch* *Silence* Gospel: Did you want something? Me: Yeah. I was wondering if you were free to talk Gospel: Are we not talking right now? Me: No I meant in person. Gospel: *Pause* When? Me: Now? Ill pick you up Gospel: Alright I walked over to the counter and grabbed the keys with my phone still pressed up against my ear. Me: Ok im on my way. Did you want me to get you anything? Gospel: No thanks Me: Sweet as. Gospel: See you soon *click* I drove over to Gospels and texted her I was outside. Five minutes later she walked out dressed in a pair of jeans, woolly boots and a jumper, her hair plaited and thrown over her shoulder. She hopped in the car and it wasnt until then that I realized she had earphones on and she was halfway through singing along to her music. I wont say Im sorry cause Im not Either youre retarded or youre smoking some good pot Cause you thought I broke your trust Thought it was your worst day Your friends on my nuts Want me in the worst way *hums the rest* And the award for the loser goes to you For not allowing me, at the very least To speak my piece, hope you catch fleas How bout a round of applause Standing ovation You keep listening to your friends They say Im a player They aint got no men Loney chicks are haters Girl this is the end Ima check you later Were through no doubt Fudge this bull-ish Im out *hums the rest* I sat there thinking two things... One: She had a really nice voice and two: I didnt have the slightest clue what song she just sang. She was still humming along to her music, without even a hello when I pulled one of her earphones out. Me: Nice song. Didnt know people still made up their own words these days Gospel arched her brow at me I wasnt making up my words Me: What were you singing then? Gospel: Take a bow Me: Last time I checked the lyrics sounded nothing like that Gospel: Yeah thats because its Ahmirs version Me: Who the heck are Ahmir Gospel: *Gasps* Only the most AMAZING boy band in my world. They do rocking covers and if anything make them songs sound better than the originals I smiled. Me: I figured you to be a techno chick. Didnt know you were into RnB Gospel: Techno? Out of genres all you could come up with techno? Me: *laughs* Well yeah. Youre a puzzle. I cant quite figure you out sometimes Gospel: Well if you get a chance just listen to Ahmir. They have some nice songs. Me: Yeah? What other music are you into? Your favourite artists? Gospel: Ahhmm Idk? Im into pretty much anything as long as its good? Artists? Tiwa Savage..Dr Chryme..Iyanya..Beyoncé.. and the list goes on.. Me: Ive never heard of them.. Gospel: Yeah thats cause theyre Nigerian artists... I drove on. This was all new to me. I looked across at Gospel and she was staring at me with this confused expression on her face. Me: What? Gospel: Why are you all of a sudden interested in the music Im in to? Me: Because this is me getting to know YOU better Gospel mumbled something under her breath Me: Come again? Gospel: I said thats a first.. Me: Lets just say that I was an idiot the other night, and I shouldnt have said that shit to you in the first place. You needed me to be there for you, and I did the complete opposite and ended up hurting you even more. Im sorry Gospel, I just hope youll forgive me. I know Ive been a total douche, but Ill try to be better. Gospel sat there in silence, contemplating what Id just said. I was beginning to get a little nervous and didnt realize how much I wanted her to accept my apology until now. I wanted to reach out to her, but after the last time I didnt wana risk getting bounced again. I gave her time to think, to speak.. then she reached over and kissed me on the cheek Apology accepted. Pheew.. A sense of relief coursed through me and I grabbed her hand and kissed it. Gospel: I know its none of my beeswax, but if you ever wanna tell me bout Chanelle and her trifling ways than Im all ears Me: You sure? I dont wanna bore you with my life story Gospel: *smiles* You could never bore me with your life story.. Lets just say this is me getting to know YOU better I felt this warm feeling come over me. How could I have thought so little of Gospel? I thought about it at first, then I realized that after the way Id treated her it was time I told her about Chanelle..and her travelling panties. Chanelle was everything I wanted in a girl .... Until the day I walked in on her going at it with another guy
Posted on: Fri, 04 Jul 2014 07:05:32 +0000
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