**THE BETRAYAL** (Episode 48) .......“but what really took you to his house?” Ben asked minutes later, after cleaning his eyes. “his mum invited me 4 a little chat, but when i got there a heavy rain broke out n i was forced to spend the night there” i answered calmly. He swallowed hard with pain, his eyes soaked with tears. I really was uncomfortable watching him cry, i never knew guys do cry 4 love nor cry in such undignifying manner. Yes i was very touched, but his tears only drew out pity 4rm me. Nothing more, nothing less. I knew he was very hurt n disappointed, but all i eagerly waited was 4 him to cut the last rope loosely binding us. “what do i do now?” he murmured. “it’s very obvious i do not deserve u, please purge me 4rm ur heart n permit me to find a suitable girl 4 u” i begged calmly. He breathed deeply n covered his face again. “seriously cyndy i don’t know y all these are happening, we had a gr8t relationship going b/n us n now u are breaking my heart n making me the laughing stock of every1. I hate to love u”he poured out bitterly, while i closed my eyes as his furious words registered in me. “i gave you everything u wanted n u are now paying me back with this unjust behaviour, it’s very unfair” he cried n stood. I anxiously stared @ him with my hopes up. I was very sure he was about leaving my life 4 good. My eyes melted as i watched him walk to the door. Truly he never deserved such treatment. He silently stood beside my door with his left hand on the door knob 4 some minutes, b4 turning to face me again. He stared intensely @ me 4 a while before advancing towards me with an unhappy look and broke the news to me!... . . . . . . . . . “i can’t walk out 4rm ur life because of this single mistake, we have been together 4 a long while n u havn’t given me cause to complain till Mike showed up. I still do love u, let’s just 4get everything n start afresh. I know u are acting the way you do because you are very confused,however i do appreciate your honesty,not every girl will confess such a horrible deed.I do prefer the devil i know than the saint i don’t know. I still do love u, let’s start all over again n put all that has happened these past few weeks behind us” he calmly said with a broken voice n eyes filled with tears, as he squatted by my side. I was deeply stunned, shocked, surprised and moved. I never expected such response 4rm him. It truly left me a bit relieved, disappointed and happy. Infact my confusion reached its peak that moment. I WAS LOST “no”i cried, “yes Cyndii” he murmured,holding my face with both hands as he stared into my eyes, “you owe me this chance and a whole lot, so let’s give it another trial at least till i finish my degree exams and if things dosen’t still improve between us, you can then leave for good” he added seriously, while i swallowed hard with a deeply coloured face. There was fear, uncertainty n disbelief in my eyes as i silently stared back at him. I lost my voice that moment because his decision totally disoriented me, though in all honesty i owed him that benefit. “seriously, what do i do now?” i wondered helplessly. “Benjamin won’t let me go n there stood Mike behind, breathing down my neck with fire n passion. I truly felt very committed to Ben but my body yearned for Mike, leaving my spirit utterly confused and my soul lost. I really wasn’t a girl who could afford dating two guys at the same time, something i do detest with passion, but i now found myself heading towards that dangerous path. 6:30pm I was lying on my bed, reading a romance novel to calm my nerves when my phone rang. I dropped my novel and glanced @ my phone, it was Mike calling, “hi i’m in front of ur lodge, can you be able to come out?, the gateman won’t let me in” he asked calmly, “okay, i’m coming” i replied Minutes later I calmly walked to his car, opened the front passenger’s door, entered n sat beside him. “how far?” he asked hopefully, “fine ” i replied, “so how did it go?” he curiously asked, while i breathed deeply. “i confessed to him like i promised, but instead of breaking up or getting angry, he simply forgave me and begged for us to continue with the relationship” i explained, “holy Moses!” Mike exclaimed, snapping his fingers in disbelief. i seriously don’t know what to do and you already know the condition i gave you last night” i added calmly. He strongly held my left hand forcing me to stare into his eyes. “i’m really way too big to be fighting for your love with an undergraduate, but i equally can’t deny what we had last night was very real and romantic. 4 that reason i will fight to the end just to have u n nothing will stop me either” he murmured seriously, making me gasp. The evening breeze blew on us as we stared at each other silently. How do i redeem myself? How do i untangle myself 4rm this rope? Or should i hang myself with it?? I wondered deeply. THE NEXT EPISODES WILL TELL Will U Agree To Ben Forgiving HER? What do u think? EPISODE 49 LOADING.. 11:00am
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