**THE BETRAYAL** (episode 41) ........ I panicked and gasped, while Mike equally stopped, stared at us for a while, turned back, entered his car and drove off as if he understood. Ben silently stared at me with surprise. I really was at lost on what to say or how to explain myself, because he clearly saw both of us even before we did see him, and i knew there is no way he wouldn’t put the whole scene together. I quickly ran to my room without saying anything to him, expecting him to run after me, but he didn’t, instead went ahead with his own business. ______ I rushed and prepared beans for lunch as i waited for him to show up, perhaps to demand for an explanation. But he didn’t, which further surprised and alarmed me. _____ AN HOUR AND HALF LATER With a fast beating heart, i dutifully carried two plates of beans to Benjamin’s room. Since he failed to show up and have his lunch in mine, i had no choice than to take the food to his room. He allowed me into his room with a sneer on his face, while i smiled nervously as i dropped the two plates on the rug. “can you explain the scene i just witnessed hours ago?” he instantly asked coldly. I swallowed hard and stared at him, clueless on how to explain the scene Mike and i created. I remorsefully looked down and said nothing. Surprisingly, he advanced and pushed me violently. I fell and somersaulted on his bed, while his fist closed in on me before i could even recover from the shock his violent push gave me. I held my breathe and closed my eyes. Benjamin isn’t a violent person, I guess it was all my fault. Yet i felt very bitter and blamed him for concluding without proper investigation. I closed my eyes as i nervously waited for his fist to land on me. But after waiting for some seconds, i opened my eyes and saw him staring at me with hatred and rage. I instantly turned and attempted to run back to my room. He grabbed my hand and violently tossed me back on his bed. “what has come over you, control yourself jor, things are really not as they seem” i murmured as i struggled with him, trying to defend myself. He just scoffed, shook his head and bit his lips. “i know what i saw cyndii, or were my eyes lying when i saw you alight from that guy’s car, or was i dreaming, abeg tell me?” he shouted angrily, “i have been a fool to believe your cock and bull story about ending things with him your own way, i guess you were doing it perfectly this afternoon or do you want to tell me the guy i saw isn’t your ex, eeh??” he barked “let me be jor, i see you havn’t learnt to trust me after all i sacrificed in this relationship” i shouted back, sat up and dared him. “trust is a silly word you girls use to decieve us, Cyndii i don’t trust you anymore” he said coldly and bluntly. I felt insulted, dirty and wounded. I never knew a day would come when Benjamin will talk back at me more or less insult and humiliate me in such manner. “what did you just say?” i asked angrily, “your recent behaviours arn’t in anyway decent, i don’t trust you my dear, read my lips” he shouted disrespectfully . I drew forward, slapped him and jumped out of his bed. “since you no longer trust me, better keep away from me” i barked angrily, “i guess you have gotten the opportunity you are waiting for huh? You are now free to run into his arms” he taunted. I stared at him with tears in my eyes. “i have my pride and dignity, i will never be insulted nor humiliated by anyone not even by you, don’t come back begging” i threatened and left his room. I hated myself as i cried and ran to my room that moment, but it was the only thing i could do, “how do i redeem myself, why is Benjamin behaving this way, how do i atone for my sins, is it my fault that i still feel something for Mike, didn’t i do the right thing by refusing his advances, why am i punished this way? GOD why??” i cried.. Hmm soo sad Ur comments please Epp 42 Loading....
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