THE FIRST TIME I SMOKED WEED I WAS 12 YEARS OLD I REMEMBER BEGGING MY BROTHERS FRIEND TO LET ME SMOKE HE DIDNT WANT TO BECAUSE MY BROTHER FORBID IT, BUT I WANTED TO ESCAPE REALITY SO BADLY LIVING IN THE PROJECTS & THEN CANARSIE EVENTUALLY, AND TRYING TO COME UP IN LIFE AND THE STREET, I FELT LIKE I NEEDED SOMETHING TO DEAL WITH SHIT AND WEED WAS THE ANSWER I REMEMBER CLEARLY THE FIRST TIME I SMOKED IT FELT LIKE A DREAM LIKE I WAS FLOATING AND I DIDNT THINK I COULD MAKE IT HOME HAHAHA HOME FELT SO FAR AWAY IN THIS SLOW MOTION DREAM I REMEMBER WHEN I WOULD SMOKE IT HELPED ME SUPPRESS ALL MY EMOTIONS WHICH WAS GOOD CUZ I DIDNT WANT TO FEEL ONCE I QUIT SMOKING AND BECAME CLEAN, I STARTED GETTING MY EMOTIONS BACK ONE TIME I WAS CRYING WHILE LISTENING TO BLACK SABBATH BECAUSE I HAD MY FEELINGS BACK, IT WAS SHOCKING CUZ IT WAS LIKE A NEW HIGH BEING CLEAN AND FREE FROM THE GRASP OF WEED BEFORE THAT I COULDNT FUNCTION UNLESS I HAD IT THE MORE CLEAN I GOT, THE MORE I REALIZED THAT I LOVED REALITY AND THERE IS NOTHING LIKE DEALING WITH REALITY, AND I COULD NEVER SEE MYSELF GETTING HIGH EVER AGAIN OR TRYING TO ESCAPE REALITY THROUGH THAT FORM OF DRUG USE https://itunes.apple/us/artist/necro/id20540516
Posted on: Thu, 13 Feb 2014 22:00:00 +0000