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THE NEW NORMAL… 7/08/13 It started out with just the headaches, three or four a week. Pretty soon my eyesight started to go and I knew the outcome would be bleak. In November we got the news it was MS as we had thought. I never once said, “Why Me Lord?” about this illness I don’t like to talk. A Nurse soon came to visit, showing me how to give myself the daily shots. I did this every day, soon it became hard for me to walk. The CAT scan showed deep impressions of the disease inside my head. I decided I would think only about living, let others worry when I was dead. I hate using a needle, it rips holes deep inside your skin. Then with a burn and shaky fingers I push the chemicals in. I wait then for the burning to start, it happens every time. Fifteen or twenty minutes later, everything is fine. I hate the way this sickness works, brain cells spark for no reason at all. I just set and wait for a muscle to jump, now it’s so easy to fall. Weakness all the time, trembling from the pain. I wouldn’t want anyone to suffer like this yet all I do is complain. It’s so hard remembering a time when I wasn’t sick. All my life I’ve dealt with pain, and now there’s this! Just another trial and I will gladly run this race. The Devil is a liar! And I will tell him this to his face. Prayers are always welcome, I’m so thankful for all my friends. I thank God for you all daily, and I always welcome the Spirit in. If you’re struggling with a sickness and you don’t know where to turn. Just give it all to Jesus and let your lamp forever burn. Fred Parks
Posted on: Tue, 23 Dec 2014 17:47:34 +0000

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