THEY SAY CONFESSION IS GOOD FOR THE SOUL & I MUST CONFESS THAT THE CLOSER IT GETS TO MY ☆STAR DAY☆ THE HEAVIER MY HEART BECOMES. EVEN THOUGH MY MOUTH SAYS IM READY FOR THE TURN UP, MY HEART TELLS ME THAT THERES A PIECE OF ME MISSING. A PIECE OF MY SOUL HAS VANISHED, NEVER TO BE RETURNED ON THIS SIDE AGAIN, MY MOTHER. EVEN THOUGH I MISS HER ON A DAILY BASIS, IT GETS HARDER WHEN MY BIRTHDAY COMES & EVEN MORE SO ON HOLIDAYS. ITS TRULY A HARD PILL TO SWALLOW WHEN THE ONE THAT BROUGHT YOU INTO THE WORLD, IS NO LONGER A PART OF THE WORLD. SOMEONE HAD THE NERVE TO TELL ME LOSING MY MOTHER ISNT AN EXCUSE FOR ME TO BE HOW I AM....LOL....BUT UNTIL YOU WALKED IN MY SHOES YOU CANT FEEL WHAT I FEEL. ITS NOT AN EXCUSE YET IT IS A CONSTANT HEARTACHE THAT HAUNTS YOU ON A DAILY BASIS EACH & EVERYDAY YOU WAKE UP. EVEN THOUGH YOU KNOW THAT THEY ARE IN A BETTER PLACE & GOD KNOWS BEST DOESNT MEAN THAT IT HURTS ANY LESS. SOMETIMES I JUST LONG TO SEE HER FACE, HEAR HER VOICE, GIVE HER A HUG & KISS & TELL HER JUST HOW MUCH I LOVE HER. THINGS THAT SEEM SO SIMPLE TO ONE BUT YET SO HARD FOR ME TO DO BECAUSE SHE SERVED HER PURPOSE ON THIS SIDE. IF I HAD ONE WISH I WOULD WISH FOR JUST ONE MORE MOMENT IN TIME WITH MY FAVORITE LADY TO EVER GRACE EARTH. #JUSTHAVINGAMOMENT!!!!!!!! #MISSINGMYFAVORITELADY!!!!!!! #IFIHADONEWISH!!!!!!!! #PRAYFORME!!!!!!! #9~21~79.....A~1 SINCE DAY ONE, MY MAMA MADE ME THAT WAY!!!!!!! #IGETITFROMMYMAMA!!!!!!!!
Posted on: Fri, 19 Sep 2014 03:35:42 +0000
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