THIS IS TO ENCOURAGE THE NEW FAMILIES OF THE BODY WHO NEVER RECEIVED THIS BEFORE ABOUT THE CHURCH OF CHRIST BE ENCOURAGED AND PLEASE SMILE!! TO THE CHURCH OF CHRIST: REVELATION SERIES PT 5 To the Church in Pergamum: Therefore repent. If not, I will come to you soon and war against them with the sword of my mouth. He who was an ear, let him hear what the Spirit says to churches. To the one who conquers I will give him a white stone, with a new name written on the stone that no one knows except the one who receives. Amen and Praise the Lord our God Jesus of sharing this powerful and beautiful Message to all. In my own words, my thoughts and my heart: I dont think that any of us wishes to see Him going against any of Us, but what happens to the ones who thinks that what they are doing is right, you see that many people who calls upon the Lord our God Jesus, and those who are doing His work in His ministry, Everyone in their minds thinks that what we are doing is pleasing the Lord, but what we all dont know is Is he truly Pleased of our services and the serving to others and we as His believers, We all wanna do what is right in his sight and when I think about this overall picture of what the Lord Jesus is telling Us as the whole church, When we all look at the big picture and How the Lord Jesus is speaking to his people, to his leaders and even the Teachers too, Are we doing what is right to reach the souls who are in the church, and it all goes down to ourselves as being who we are today as his followers, Are we sharing, Are we encouraging, Are we edifying, Are we the hands and the feet which we are moving to help each other to take them or point them to our Lord Jesus Christ and the Good news is this, there is a Great story in the Holy Bible in the Old testament, of a One Prophete who goes against the Odd, They have a greater number and they believe in their gods, just like how we all say we believe in the Lord, and there are other people out in the world too say I believe in a god, and it makes many people confused of the one god you believe in, Is he the High Most Creator Almighty God, the One who made the heavens and the earth, and does the god which you beleive in, does he save you and show you his Glory, Does he reveal His words to You so that You may share you faith to those around You, and I would like to share with you all this one powerful Story, You see that there will be a time when You will fight alone against a number of people who can goes against You, and you see that it makes you look like you are the crazy person, people who are so weak, they always follow the crowd, the true Weak people cannot stand alone cuz They are some chicken heads, they are cowards cuz of the lack of faith they have in trusting in the One True Living God, and when you are growing so much and giving so much, walking with the Lord God Almighty, the accusers want to find a way to say that he is a crazy, Stay away from him, and I believe a person would feel like this way cuz you become an outcast, just like in the story of Elijah, a Chosen Prophete from the Lord and he was the only one Who was standing alone but He was never alone cuz our Almighty God was the friend who backed him up, there is the other Prophets about a large number of 450 men, who worshiped a god named Baal, They too would go around and would say this is the living god, they too would praise him and worship him, they think that he is living god which they though he is almighty, so about 450 men, who was known as prophets, they fell down worshipping this god, Now, What I love about this powerful story is this, We as a believer who calls out to Lord God Almighty, I want to ask you this one question, when you call upon his name, and this is the story I would like to share, Elijah knew that the god Baal is nothing but a fake, a make belief stuff, So he told the 450 men, to see how real and alive their god Baal was so they made a deal, two bulls to be placed unto the alter to offer as a sacrifice to the Lord, one bull for the god of Baal and the other bull for the God of Heavens, who created all things, Elijahs God and They made a deal, the deal was, who shall consume the sacrifice with the fire, that is what they all wanted to see, which god is living so they cut the bull into pieces and the 450 men, from morning to noon, they began to call upon the name of their god, they began to dance around and even cut themselves with swords and you see that Elijah is just tripping, mocking them saying where is your god Baal, There was no answer from the above and you see that now it became Elijahs turn to show these 450 men, who is the real Lord God Almighty and now, even Elijah brings the bull as the sacrifice to the Lord our God Almighty, with the twelve stones and with water, it was placed on the altar and he build the altar in the name of the Lord and in the time of the offering, Elijah humbled himself before His God and asked him to come to consume this with fire and to show them who is the true one Living ALmighty God and you see that the fire of the Lord fell and consumed the burnt offering, the wood, the stones, and the dust, it licked up the water that was in the trench. And when the people saw what just went on, when the saw the Power of the Lord and the God of heaven is, the people all went down with their faces and they say The Lord, he is God, The Lord, he is God and do you know what happens when the people do not repent to the Lord our God, You see that the One who Elijah believed is the One True ALmighty God, and has shown His Glory but when you look at this, these men all were slaughtered in the end, cuz when you look at what the Lord Jesus tells the CHurch, He told them to Repent, If Not, He will sonn come to you, and will make a war against You and This story here can relate with this message cuz Look what has happened to the 450 Men who believed in god Baal, and people will wonder, why did the Lord slaughter these men through Elijah, without repentance, You still say I am right, and The Sin is still there saying it is I, and I believe even in this time, the Lord placed Elijah for a reason, Before his Judgement, The day of His Wrath, They all had a chance to repent and to follow the real true Lord God, They all had a chance cuz the Lord has placed a Prophet there and it was Elijah who was chosen to share the goodnews, but you see that they did not listen and Look what happens when the day comes and it is just too late, and the thing that I want to ask you is this, When the people look at you as a Christian, Can you have the confident in the Lord our God that you believe, he will come and reveal his Glory to you and to the people around you who wanna see your God working in your life, The question on the table is very simple, Because you are so faithful to Him by being his Servent, That he will help you to see his Glory, especially on the times of where you feel like you are outnumbered in this world, There are not too many CHristians, They say they are but dont live like they are following our Lord God Almighty and whatever you are doing in your life, Can you truly say that Your God, The One true Living Most High, Will he back you up cuz Of your Faith in Him, and If many people are to answer this question, And You have the true COnfident that My God is Living, You should be able to also Preach HIs Word, Share your Faith and Even teach His Words out, EliJah and every Prophets, They did not just sit back and Chill, they proclaim the GoodNews, They would share their faith to towns, communities, Even at church, whereever they go, they will talk about the Lord our God Almighty, Do you know what the True Goodnews is when you are faithfully following and walking with our Lord Jesus Christ, Do you know what Is the Greatest News, You see that Jonah was a Man who believed in the same God almighty, which you and I believe today, Do you believe and trust that the Lord Our God can do all things in the Holy Scriptures.. and there is a Part where Jonah meets the sailors and the captian of the ship, and it is durning the great storm that they spot him sleeping, You see that this is not a normal for a man to just chill durning the storms of lives and these people are all shaken up, and they are wondering, There are all fears and people are all crying out and calling out to their gods, and because of Jonahs confident in his God, Who is in control of the situations and the circumastances of the life, He is calm and He knows who is above all, and you see that the testing of our faith that who you point towards to will come when You are very close to Him, You see that these other people, the sailors who are in the ship, They are all shaken up, in fear and trembling, not the fear of the Lord, but fear of death, fear of what will happen to them, even when they are calling to their gods, there was no answer, their gods did not answer any prayer, but you see Jonahs Lord God ALmighty is the same HIgh and Mighty, the Most Powerful Creator as Elijahs Lord God, Same God which they put their trust and faith in the One True Living God, And in the testing of their Faith, The circumstances are not good, It is rocky cuz they are outnumbered by the non-believers but their faith in the true Living God and the place they are in, They are there to point each of those men who are not believing, to the Real High ALmighty God, In the Story of Jonah, What is the good news, The good news is that when Jonah told them who he believe and who was in control of All this mess he caused of his rebellion, Most people would say, Your God is not r eal, how can it all be shaken up cuz of You and do you know what Jonah says, I will show you my God, Who is in control of the natural disatasers, The Great wind be blowing, The Water of the sea coming in and The Ship be rocking back and forth, Toss me into this great deep blue sea and At first, they did not but since it was getting Worse, They had to and The Men, the sailors saw the calming of the wind and it got still, these people says, I know now who is almighty God, Jonahs God is so real and They went before the Lord our God and became a new believers in Christ and what I am trying to tell you today is this, that each of us are a person who needs to represent our Lord God Almighty, but the thing is this, Everyone thinks they are all calling in the name of the Lord but When the testing of their faith comes, and they run like a cowards, But still they say I believe, The truth will Come when it is time for Your Faith to be tested, Anybody who comes into the church can say I believe, I Believe, But the One true God, Does he Knows You! He is hearing voices but if it is not of his Own, If it is not his Sheep, He does not know You, and I will be very blunt cuz Many people can be fooled, Just examine your Life and see for yourselves the Truth in the Mirror, Many people wants me to talk about things that makes you jump and say Amen, I agree but in this, The Lord Jesus is telling me to be reals and Honest about the truth, The ones who truly will endure are the ones who are yet you hold fast his name, and he also talks about not deny your faith, which it means that when the hardship comes into your life and when people goes against You, and When you know that You are all alone suddenly because of your Love for our Lord Jesus, and Through you, he will begin to work to test your faith, and There will be a day it will come, His glory will be shown cuz of your Faith In Him, that You have endured cuz you have trusted in Him and kept on walking with Him and I just love this two stories cuz It takes Guts, It takes COurage, it takes trust and Faith to endure for HIm, Only when the Lord our God, His Spirit hovers and covers over you, You are able to step forth and keep on walking. I just hope that this can truly make you think about our God, How we are all suppose to point to Him and give Glory to Him, I am only letting People come To Him and this is my heart and that is why I have never stopped sharing my faith with all of You, so that You may all be reminded of How Great and Big our God is. The one thing that I want to encourage the body of Christ is this, We all needs to stand for the Lord, that the Lord wants to use you as His tools to shine the light into the dark world and the first step is to believe in his name, and when you do, take a leap of your faith to act upon what you believe, when you do that, You will be obeying his Words and he will give you the strength to carry on, and Also, Just like Elijah and Jonah, To be in the midst of large numbers, But all you need is Gods hands to be with you, When you know that all it takes his the Lord to go with You, He will show you His Great big Glory in front of many who does not believe, That is why Trusting that he can do all things is what I call great Faith and walking upon It. I hope that this can truly encourage the whole body of Christ. I do wanna thank you for giving me this chance to share my faith and how you gots my back..In the name of our Lord Jesus I write and share..thanks for listening Dj..> CREATIVE!! INSPIRED BY LOVE BEAUTIFUL FAMILY POEM HONORING MY BEAUTIFUL QUEEN!! WHAT DOES IT MEANS TO HONOR YOU MY BEAUTIFUL QUEEN IS IT ONLY THE WORDS ON THE PAGE WHEN YOU JUST SAY SOMETHING IS IT MEANS TO GIVE YOU ONLY COMPLIMENTS BUT NEVER SHOW YOU ANYTHING AND WHEN I THINK ABOUT THAT WORD TO HONOR YOU, IT MEANS TO RAISE YOU UP, TO LIFT YOU HIGHER THAN THE SKY AND TO LOVE YOU FROM MY HEART MANY TIMES MEN STARTS TO ABUSE THAT WORD IT ONLY BECOMES JUST THE BEGINING JUST TO HAVE YOU AND THEY START TO DECLINE AFTER AWHILE AND THAT IS NOT HONORING YOU AND I WANT YOU TO KNOW AND FEEL MY ROOT I WANT YOU TO TRULY UNDERSTAND AND WANT YOU TO PUT THIS IN YOUR HEART THAT NO MAN SHOULD PUT THERI HANDS ON YOU IF THEY DO NOT SEE YOU SPECIAL IF ALL THEY DO IS WANT TO FOOL AROUND, AND PLAY WITH YOUR HEART AND ONLY WANTS THEIR PHYSICAL SATISFACTION, NO MAN SHOULD EVER PUT THEIR HANDS UPON YOU ONCE YOU GET CAUGHT BY THEIR HANDS, THEY WILL NOT CARE ABOUT YOUR NEEDS THE BAD GUYS ARE LIKE THAT, ONLY WANTS THEIR NEEDS TO BE MET THEY DO NOT CARE ABOUT WHAT THEY SEE IN YOU IT IS JUST A PART OF A GAME OF LOVE, JUST TO SEE HOW THEY CAN PLAY WITH YOUR MIND IF YOU FALL INTO THEIR TRAP, AND THE GAME IS VERY EASY FOR THEM THEY WILL LEAVE YOU LIKE THAT, AND TREAT YOU LIKE CRAP AND IT IS LIKE THIS, IT IS ALL ABOUT PLAYING THEIR GAMES AND ONLY JUST TO FILL THEIR PHYSICAL NEEDS AND I WANT YOU TO KNOW THIS BABY BEAR YOU HAVE TO TEST THEIR HEARTS TO SEE IF THEY HONOR YOU AS A WOMAN AND THAT IS WHAT YOU NEEDS TO FEEL IN A HEART OF A MAN TO LOVE YOU AS YOU ARE, AND WHO YOU HAVE BECOME, THAT IS NUMBER ONE NOW YOU HAVE TO THINK ABOUT THE BEST MAN IS OUT THERE AND THE BEST MAN LOOKS AT YOUR INTEREST, AND YOUR WELL BEING NOT HERE TO HURT YOU OR TO BREAK YOUR HEART, BUT SEE THAT YOU ARE THE BEST IF YOU WANT AN EXAMPLE THE WAY BEST MEN ARE, THEY ARE VERY FEW IN THIS WORLD AND IT STARTS THE WAY THEY TREAT YOU AND YOU MUST BE VERY SMART BUT BACKING OFF TO SEE HOW THAT MAN TRULY IS NOW THE BEST MAN ONLY CARES OF YOUR SAFETY AND YOUR SECURITIES HE WILL ONLY LOVE YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE AND I WILL START TO SHARE MY ROOT WITH YOU ABOUT THE BEST MEN ARE WHEN I THINK OF YOU, I WILL PUT MYSELF AS THE LEAST WHEN I STAND NEXT TO YOU I WILL NOT SAY THAT I AM ABOVE YOU, OR TRY TO SAY I WANT TO CONTROL YOU BE THE MORE OF THE DOMINATING MAN, I NEVER WOULD PUT MYSELF IN THAT SHOE WHEN I STAND BEFORE ALMIGHTY GOD, AND HE TELLS ME I AM HIS SLAVE AND OUR GOD WILL SHOW ME WHERE I AM AT, THAT IS HOW I START CUZ THE LORD WILL RAISE YOU UP HIGHER THAN I WHICH I CANNOT EVEN THINK ABOUT YOU BEING THE WOMAN FOR ME BECAUSE OF THE HIGHER LEVEL AND YOUR ACHIEVEMENTS, YOUR GOALS, VISIONS AND DREAMS YOU ARE SO BIG AND HAS FULLFILLED IT AND THAT MAKES ME SO SMALL THE LORD HELPS ME TO SEE HOW BIG YOU TRULY ARE CUZ OF YOUR DREAMS AND HOW MUCH YOU PUSHED TOWARDS FOR CHANGE AND TO BECOME YOUR VERY BEST YOU SEE THAT MANY MEN DO NOT SEE IT LIKE THIS CUZ OF THEIR LEVELS IF THEY ARE SAME OR EQUAL, OR CAN BE A HIGHER LEVEL IN LIFE THEY WILL START TO THINK I AM BETTER OR STRONGER THAN HER AND HE WILL START TO PRESS HER DOWN, AND TRIES TO OVER POWER TRYING TO DOMINATE OVER HER, AND THAT IS WHY YOU CAN FEEL, HE IS NOT HONORING ME IT IS THE SERVANTS OF THE LORD WHO SHALL ONLY HONOR YOU CUZ OUR GOD WILL PLACE THAT MAN, WHICH HE FEELS SO SMALL WHEN HE LOOKS AT YOU IT IS WHEN I LOOK AT YOUR GOALS, AND HOW MUCH YOU HAVE GAINED IN YOUR LIFE YOU HAVE FOUGHT YOUR WAY THROUGH AND YOU GAVE YOUR BEST AND BECAUSE YOU GAVE YOUR BEST, THAT IS WHY YOU BECOME THE BEST IN WHAT YOU DO AND I WOULD START TO APPRECIATE THE BEAUTY OF YOUR HEART AND THE FIGHTERS HEART WHICH YOU NEVER GAVE UP, AND ENDURE THROUGH OVERCOMING YOU HAVE TO ASK THAT MAN THIS ONE QUESTION BABY BEAR DOES THAT MAN TRULY HONOR YOU AND LOVE YOU AS YOU ARE IF HE DOES NOT, THEN YOU WILL BE A MISERABLE WOMAN IN THE FUTURE TO COME WHY DOES HE NOT HONOR YOU, CUZ HE THINKS HE IS BETTER THAN YOU AND FOR ME, I NEVER WOULD TELL YOU I AM BETTER CUZ WHEN I LOOK AT WHERE YOU ARE, YOU STRIVE TO BE THE BEST AND I SEE THAT IN YOUR HEART, YOUR SOUL, AND YOU HAVE BECOME AND I FEEL LIKE I CANNOT EVEN COME SO CLOSE TO YOU WHEN A MAN HONORS YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE TODAY IT IS BECAUSE HE SEES THAT YOU ARE VERY STRONG AS A WOMAN AND YOU ARE VERY VERY STRONG, THAT IS WHY YOU HAVE BECOME MORE VALUABLE IN MY EYES AND I WANT YOU TO ALWAYS KNOW THAT YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL NO MATTER WHAT I AM NOT ONLY SAYING CUZ OF YOUR LOOKS, BUT YOUR HEART WHAT IS THE NEXT ONE THAT THE MAN NEEEDS TO SEE HOW DOES HE HONOR YOU, IT IS NOT ONLY WHEN HE SEES YOU BUT THERE IS MUCH MORE DEEPER THAN THIS, AND I WILL SHARE THIS WITH YOU WHEN A MAN HONORS A WOMAN, HE ALSO LOOKS AT YOUR PARENTS, YOU KNOW THAT THE WOMAN LOVES WHEN A MAN LOVED YOUR PARENTS THAT IS SHOWING YOU YOUR LOVE AND RESPECT BECAUSE OF THEM WHEN I THINK ABOUT YOUR PARENTS, I KNOW THAT YOUR FATHER GAVE HIS BEST YOU NEEDS TO ASK THAT MAN DOES HE LOVES YOUR PARENTS, DOES HE EVEN THINK ABOUT YOUR PARENTS AND EVEN APPRECIATE THE PARENTS HEART, I LOOK AT YOUR PARENTS, YOUR FATHER WHO IS THE MAN OF THE HOUSE, HE JUST DID NOT PUT THE FOOD ON THE PLATTER FOR YOU TO EAT HE HAD TO SWEAT TEARS AND JOY OF HAPPINESS TO RAISE UP THAT LITTLE GIRL SO THAT YOU CAN BE A STRONG WOMAN WHO YOU ARE TODAY, I STARTED TO THINK ABOUT YOUR PARENTS BECAUSE WITHOUT THEM, YOU CANNOT BE THEY ARE THE ONES TO HELP TO MOLD YOU, TO BUILD YOU UP AND TO TEACH YOU THINGS CORRECT WAYS AND INCORRECT WAYS OF THE WAY YOU TREAT OTHERS YOU CANNOT BE THE WOMAN YOU ARE WITHOUT THEIR HANDS OF BLESSING UPON YOU AND IF A MAN NEVER SHOWS HIS KINDNESS TO YOUR PARENTS, HE DOES NOT DESERVE TO BE WITH YOU, OR EVEN A KISS FROM YOU YOU HAVE TO SEE ALL THESE THINGS CUZ OUR GOD IS FATHER OF ALL AS A CHRISTIAN, WHY BE HURT AND WOUNDED OVER A THING OF THEM USING YOU IF THEY DO NOT THINK ABOUT YOUR PARENTS, I THINK ABOUT MY OWN PARENTS AND MY YOUNGER SISTER AND THE LOVE THAT THEY SHOWED HOW MUCH THEY GAVE TO HER AND IT IS NO DIFFERENCE OF YOU BABY BEAR THE HEART OF YOUR MAMA, AND THE HEART OF YOUR DADDY THEY HAD TO PUT SOME MUCH TIME TO HELP YOU TO GET YOU UP THEY HAD TO FEED THAT BABY GIRL, THEY HAD TO SPEND THE TIME TO TEACH YOU SOME DO NOT EVEN HAVE PARENTS, SOME ARE DIVORCE AND OTHERS ARE SEPARATED AND FOR YOU TO HAVE BOTH OF YOUR PARENTS WHO LOVES YOU WHO HAS BEEN THEIR EVER SINCE YOU CAME INTO THIS WORLD AND WATCH THAT BABY GIRL GROW INTO A BEAUTIFUL FLOWER AND TIME AFTER TIME, SHOW YOU WHAT IT MEANS TO LOVE BY SOWING INTO YOUR LIFE WHY DOES NOT MEN THINK THIS WAY THESE FREAKING DAYS CUZ MOST MEN ARE ONLY FOR THEMSELVES AND ONLY THE PLEASURE FOR THEM ONLY IT IS ALL ABOUT ME, AND MYSELF AND I IT IS NOT ABOUT SERVING YOU, MEETING YOUR NEEDS AND GIVING YOU LOVE IT IS NOT ABOUT MAKING YOU THE BEST SO OTHERS CAN SEE YOU ARE FROM OUR GOD AND THE MAN THAT YOU ARE WITH IS A CHRIST EXAMPLER AND THAT IS WHY SO MANY PAINS AND TEARING STARTS CUZ YOU DO NOT THINK BUT YOU ARE SUCH A VALUABLE PERSON, YOU ARE SUCH A BEAUTY YOU ARE THE BEST CUZ FIRST OF ALL, YOU PARENTS WANTS TO MAKE YOU THE BEST WHEN I STARTED TO FOCUS ON YOUR PARENTS, EVERYTHING STARTED TO CHANGE I BEGAN TO APPRECIATE YOU MORE BUT I ALSO FELT SCARED CUZ I LOOK AT YOU AND BEHIND THAT, YOUR GLORY SHINE THROUGH CUZ OF YOUR PARENTS YOU DO NOT KNOW HOW MUCH YOUR PARENTS GAVE YOU EVERYTHING JUST TO RAISE THAT LITTLE GIRL, YOU DO NOT KNOW HOW MUCH YOUR PARENTS LOVES YOU THEY MADE ALL KINDS OF SACRIFICES FOR YOU TO BE WHO YOU ARE TODAY WHY CANT MEN SEE THAT, THEY ARE SELFISH LITTLE BRATS AND THAT IS WHY THEY END UP BEING ALONE IN THE END CUZ OF THEIR HEARTS YOU DO NOT HAVE TO GO WITH SOMEONE WHO IS GOING TO MAKE YOU SO MISERABLE AND BRINGS YOU TEARS OF REGRETS IN YOUR EYES I DO NOT WANNA SEE MY BABY BEAR, CUZ YOUR PARENTS DID NOT RAISE A FOOL YOU ARE SO SPECIAL TO THEM, THEY WANT YOU TO BE WITH THE BEST MAN NOT WITH A FOOL ONLY TO MAKE YOU SO SAD AND I WANT YOU TO REMEMBER MY ROOT BABY BEAR YOU ARE WORTH SO MUCH MORE THAN WHAT YOU FEEL OR ARE YOU ARE THE BEST THEIR IS BECAUSE OUR GOD HAS GIVEN YOU YOUR PARENTS AND THEY HAVE CHERISHED YOU, EVEN TREASURED YOU, THEY HAD TO WORK, WORK, WORK, SPEND SO MUCH TIME AND ENERGY TRYING TO RAISE, THROUGH THE YEARS THEY HAVE CRIED CUZ IT WAS HARD THEY HAD TO PRAY FOR THAT LITTLE GIRL TO BE GOOD AND TO BE LOVED BY A BEST MAN NOBODY WANTS A TRASHY RELATIONSHIPS, NO ONE WANTS TO BE SAD AND HEART BROKEN IF THAT MAN DO NOT HONOR YOU, THEY DO NOT DESERVE TO BE WITH YOU AND THEY NEEDS TO LOOK AT YOUR PARENTS SECOND, YOUR PARENTS ARE THE KEY TO HELP YOU, NUMBER ONE IS OUR GOD WHO GAVE YOU THAT PARENTS AND WHEN I STARTED TO FOCUS ON YOUR PARENTS, I BEGAN TO FEEL THIS BURNING OF MY HEART TO SHARE THAT I SEE THAT YOU ARE ABOVE MYSELF AND EVEN THO I HAVE MY OWN PARENTS, BUT EVEN YOU HAVE PARENTS TOO AND I STARTED TO LOOK INTO ALL THESE THINGS FOR YOU TO SEE MY HEART EVERY PARENTS WANT THEIR CHILDREN TO GO THROUGH LIFE TO LEARN AND TO GROW PARENTS WILL TEACH AND EVEN DISCIPLINE THEIR CHILDREN WHEN THEY ACT UP AND TO SEE WHERE YOU ARE, AND WHO YOU HAVE BECOME TODAY IT IS PART OF YOUR PARENTS WHO HELPED TO SHAPE YOU UP AND THEY HAVE MOLDED YOU THEY HAD TO BE AN EXAMPLE SO THAT YOU ARE ABLE TO OVERCOME ALL THESE THINGS AND I STARTED TO APPRECIATE YOUR PARENTS BECAUSE YOU ARE A BEAUTIFUL CREATURE YOU ARE A BEAUTIFUL PERSON, A SOUL WITH ALOTS OF HEART AND LOVE AND I BEGAN TO THANK YOUR PARENTS BECAUSE WITHOUT THEM, AND HOW THEY ARE TOGETHER YOU ARE ALSO ABLE TO LOVE AND EVEN TAKE CARE OF YOUR OWN FAMILY ONE DAY BABY BEAR, I AM NOT HERE TO HURT YOU BUT TO SHOW YOU MY LOVE HOW MUCH THEY PUSHED YOU SO HARD FOR EDUCATION, WANTED YOU TO BE THE BEST CUZ THEY KNOW THAT ONE DAY YOU BE AT THEIR SHOES AND YOU LEARN SO MUCH THROUGH YOUR PARENTS AND THEIR LOVE THEIR LOVE FOR YOU IS UNCONDITIONAL AND WILL NOT BE LIKE OTHER FOLKS AND THAT IS WHY I BEGAN TO FOCUS ON THAT I BEGAN TO THANK THEM MUCH MORE WHEN I SAW YOU WITH YOUR SMILE UP AND I SAID, CUZ OF YOUR PARENTS, LOOK WHERE YOU ARE TODAY A FIGHTER WITH A HEART OF CHAMPION AND GOLD IN YOUR EYES TWINKILING LIKE A STAR I LOVE YOUR PARENTS CUZ I SEE WHO YOU ARE TODAY LOVE YOUR PARENTS CUZ THINK ABOUT THEIR LOVE TOWARDS YOU THIS IS WHAT I CALL HONORING YOU AS MY BABY BEAR TO SEE BOTH SIDES, ONE IS ABOUT WHO YOU ARE TODAY THE OTHER ONE IS THE PEOPLE WHO HELPED YOU TO GET WHERE YOU ARE AND A HUGE PART IS THE LOVE FROM YOUR MAMA AND YOUR DADDY WHO BLESSED THEIR CHILD I LOVE YOU MY BABY BEAR, IF THAT MAN DO NOT HONOR YOU, HE DOES NOT DESERVE NOT EVEN HIS HANDS TO HOLD YOU YOU NEEDS TO LOOK AND SEE, DOES HE REALLY LOVE ME AND HONOR ME THIS IS WHAT I SEE AND TRYING TO GIVE YOU HOPE TO SHINE THE LIGHT UPON YOU IF YOU HAVE A MAN IS WHAT I AM SPEAKING FROM MY HEART I THINK ABOUT ALSO YOUR PARENTS HEART FOR YOUR EDUCTION WHAT SOME OF THE PARENTS DID NOT HAVE WHEN THEY GREW UP THEY ONLY WANTED YOU TO HAVE A BETTER LIFE THAN THEY HAVE NOW AND HOW MUCH PRESSURE YOU MUST FELT BUT ONLY THEY WANTED IS FOR YOU TO BE BETTER THAN THEY ARE FOR YOU TO BE A BETTER PARENT, TO BE A GOOD MAMA, TO RAISE YOUR CHILD TO BE THEIR BEST EVEN THO YOU MIGHT NOT OF UNDERSTOOD BACK THEN THEY ALWAYS HAD YOUR BACK AND THE ONLY ONE WHO GAVE YOU SUPPORT WAS THEM EVEN IN THE HARDEST TIMES WHEN YOU HAD NO ONE TO LOOK TOWARDS THEY ARE THE ONES WHO ALWAYS HELPED YOU TO GET WHERE YOU ARE AND I KNOW HOW STRESSFUL A CHILD CAN FEEL WHEN THE PARENTS BE PUSHING VERY HARD BUT YOU HAVE TO ALWAYS REMEMBER THE GREATER LOVE THEY HAVE FOR YOU CUZ ONLY THEY WANT YOU TO BE THE BEST AND STRVE FOR THE HIGHEST YOU CAN GO IF YOU BEGIN TO SEE THE PERSON YOU ARE MADE TO BE NOW THANK THE ONES WHO LOVE YOU THE MOST AND KNOWS YOU THE BEST IF A MAN DO NOT SEE THIS OF YOU, HONORING YOU BABY BEAR ALSO MEANS TO PASS WHO YOU ARE BUT THANKING THOSE WHO GOTS YOUR BACK TO GIVE YOU THE SUPPORT TO HELP YOU TO BE MADE CUZ OF THE LOVING THEY HAVE FOR YOU THE WAY I HONOR IS I DO NOT ONLY LOOK AT YOU AS A SOUL BUT ALSO THE PEOPLE BEHIND YOU TO HELP YOU TO STRIVE TO LOVE YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE TO MAKE YOU NOW THE REASON WHY I CAN SHARE THIS WITH YOU BABY BEAR IS THIS EVEN THO I WAS NEVER THOUGHT FULLY BY MY PARENTS THE LORD GAVE ME SOMEONE TO HELP ME TO BE TAUGHT BY THAT PERSON RIGHT NOW, SOMEONE IS TEACHING ME TO BE A GOOD SON I HAVE A MENTOR WHO GOTS MY BACK AND HE IS MY SUPPORT EVEN THO I GREW UP VERY BAD AND SELFISH OF ME NOW THE LORD HAS OPENED MY EYES CUZ A MENTORSHIP IS GIVEN AND I AM THANKFUL TO GOD THAT HE IS LIKE MY FATHER TOO I AM LIKE HIS SON AND I SEE THE IMPORTANCE OF WHAT A PARENTS LOVE IS IF A MAN DO NOT SEE THIS, SOMETHING IS WRONG WITH HIS HEART PEOPLE WHO ARE WALKING WITH GOD NEEDS TO BE DIFFERENT AND LOOK AT THINGS VERY DIFFERENT WHY WOULD YOU EVEN COME HERE AND LISTEN TO MY HEART YOU KNOW THE REASON WHY, CUZ MY GOD GOTS MY BACK AND YOU CAN SEE IT THROUGH ME BE ENCOURAGED AND I WANT YOU BABY BEAR TO SHOW YOU YOUR GLORY AND IT STARTS WHEN A MAN LOVES YOU FOR YOU, WHEN HE LOVES THE BEAUTY OF THE WOMAN INSIDE OF YOU AND THE ACTION IS WHEN HE HONORS YOU AS THE WOMAN HE LOVES THIS IS WHAT I FINALLY GOT TO SEE WHAT IT MEANS TO LOVE A WOMAN LIKE YOU WAH!! WAH!! WAH!! WAH!! WAH!!- HUH! WAH!! WAH!! WAH!! WAH!! WAH!!- HUH! I OPENED MY EYES AND THE SPEAKER IS CLOSE TO MY EARS I AM TURNING AROUND CUZ I HEAR THE BABY, OUR SON BE CRYING AND THIS SON NEVER STOPS TO CRY, ALL THE TIME HE WHINES AND CRYS AND I AM TRYING TO SLEEP AND I AM LOOKING AT THE CEILING THE FAN IS SPINING VERY FAST AND I AM WONDERING, WHAT DO I NEEDS TO DO THAT BABY WILL NOT STOP CRYING AND I LOOK OVER TO YOU MY BABY BEAR AND YOU ARE SLEEPING IN A PEACE AND I SEE YOU BE SMILING AND GRINNING I BEGIN TO WONDER, WHY CAN I SLEEP LIKE YOU, WITH A SMILE AND I CALLED OUT TO YOU, BABY BEAR!! BABY BEAR!! ARE YOU STILL SLEEPING, OR ACTING LIKE YOU A SLEEP CUZ OF THAT BABY YOU KNOW THAT EARLY IN THE MORNING I GOTS TO GO TO WORK WHO IS GOING TO PUT THAT FOOD ON THE TABLE AND BE THE PROVIDER OF THE FAMILY AND MY FOOT TOUCHES YOUR FOOT AND YOU TURN AROUND FACING OTHER DIRECTION AND I AM WONDERING, WHY IS IT ME GOTS TO GO TO THAT SON I NEED MORE REST, NEED MORE SLEEP BABY BEAR DOES NOT NEEDS TO GO TO WORK CUZ OF YOU ARE TAKING CARE OF OUR SON AND I AM SPINING AROUND MY HEAD CUZ THIS IS NO FAIR I NEEDS TO WORK TOMORROW OR EARLY IN THE MORNING AND THE BABY, OUR SON KEEPS ON CRYING, WAH!! WAH!! WAH!! WAH!! AND I WANNA BREAK THAT SPEAKER CUZ I KNOW YOU BE CRYING SO I SLOWLY GET OUT OF THE BED, I BE RUBBING MY EYES AND IT IS LIKE 4.00AM, EARLY IN THE MORNING, AND I SEE A BOTTLE ON YOUR SIDE SO I BE WALKIN TO GRAB THAT BOTTLE AND I GO OUT OF THE MASTERROOM AND INTO OUR SONS ROOM I BEGIN TO THINK, HOW HARD IT MUST BE FOR BABY BEAR TO CARE FOR THIS CHILD I MIGHT NOT UNDERSTAND HOW HARD RAISING UP A CHILD CAN BE CUZ I AM AT WORK AND MAYBE, YOU ALSO NEEDS THAT REST AND TO ALSO SPEND THE TIME WITH MY SON, AND I LOOK OVER HIS CRIB I START TO SHED MY TEARS AS I SEE THAT CHILD LOOKS AT ME AND I SEE HIS TEARS RUNNING DOWN TO HIS CHEEK AND I BEGIN TO SMILE REAL BIG, CUZ WHO WOULD EVER THOUGH OF ME I NEVER IMAGINED TO BE A FATHER, LOOK AT ME, I AM NOT EVEN GOOD LOOKS I AM NOT EVEN PHYSICALLY TALL, I AM NOT EVEN A SMART MAN BUT TO BE LOVED BY A WOMAN, IT MEANS EVERYTHING TO ME WITH A CHILD, A SON AND I STARTED TO CHEER UP AS I BE WIPING MY TEARS AND BEGAN TO THANK THE LORD FOR A WOMAN WHO IS WAY ABOVE MY HEELS TO BE THE ONE TO BE WITH ME AS I LIFT UP MY SON, AND INTO MY ARMS I BE CARRYING HIM AND I GAVE THAT SON OF OURS A BOTTLE, A MILK AND IT WAS WARM AND HE STARTED TO DRINK AS THE BABY BOY, OUR SON STARTED TO SMILE AS I BEGAN TO CRADDLE HIM, SWINGING HIM BACK AND FORTH I THANK THE LORD ONCE AGAIN, HOW CAN THIS BE, I AM NOT EVEN WORHT TO BE THIS ESPECIALLY WITH MY BABY BEAR, WHO IS MUCH MORE GREATER THAN I AND I BEGAN TO CRY HARD AS I BEGAN TO SWING THAT CHILD SIDE TO SIDE AS I BEGAN TO THINK ABOUT MYSELF, AND I EVEN BEGAN TO THINK ABOUT YOU AND I DO NOT UNDERSTAND WHY OR HOW, I EVEN SHARED WITH YOU MY BABY BEAR THE MAMA STORY AND I WOULD WRITE TO LET YOU KNOW MY HEART GROWING UP AND YOU KNOW THAT I WAS MORE STRONGER ATTACHED TO MY MAMA AND MY YOUNGER SISTER, AND I AM MORE LIKE THE GIRLY KIND OF A MAN MORE SENSITIVE, MORE EMOTIONAL, I EVEN SHARE ABOUT MANY TEARS I SHED AND HOW MUCH I LOVE TO EAT AND EAT, AND CRY AND CRY THERE ARE SO MUCH FLAWS IN THE STORY ABOUT ME AND HOW IMPERFECT I AM, AND I AM ALWAYS THE UGLY DUCKLING IN THE FAMILY HOW CAN A WOMAN LIKE YOU BABY BEAR LOVES A MAN LIKE ME I WOULD IMAGINE SOMEONE WHO IS MUCH MORE STRONGER MORE SMARTER AND HOW IS GOING HIGH ABOVE THE SCALES OF LIFE AND I AM NOT EVEN CLOSE TO GOING THAT FAR EVEN THO I GIVE MY VERY BEST BUT WHEN I THINK ABOUT HOW LOW AND UNEDUCATED I AM WHO WOULD ALWAYS BE WRONG AND JUST GOING THROUGH LIFE WITHOUT A DIRECTION AND IT SUPRISES ME TO SEE THAT YOU BE LOVING A MAN LIKE ME EVEN THO I AM A SOUL, WITH ALOT OF EMOTIONS TO SHARE WITH TO BE ABLE TO OPEN UP THE REAL SIDE OF MY HEART THAT IS THE ONLY THINK I HAVE, BUT I AM VERY WEAK AND SO SMALL I FEEL THAT WHEN I AM AROUND YOU THAT I FEEL SCARED MANY TIMES AND JUST TRYING TO LET YOU KNOW MY ROOT AND MY HEART AND I AM ROCKING THIS SON OF MINE IN MY ARMS AND I MEMBER MY PARENTS BE TELLING ME WHEN THEY SAW THE BABY BOY HE IS SO MUCH LIKE YOU, THAT CHILD ONLY EATS AND CRIES ALL THE TIME AND NOW YOU WILL KNOW HOW IT FEELS TO RAISE UP THAT SON LIKE YOU YOU WILL FEEL LIKE HE IS LIKE THREE CHILDREN AND I SIT THERE SWINGING HIM IN MY ARMS AND BE ABLE TO SEE LIKE ME BUT THE IMAGINE LOOKS MORE LIKE HIS MAMA, A BEAUTIFUL BABY BOY I AM NOT ATTRACTIVE SO I WANT MY BABIES TOO LOOK MORE LIKE YOU AND THIS CHILD HAS YOUR IMAGE BUT LIKE ME ALL THE TIME CRYING AND EATTING SO I TAKE MY DEEP BREATHE, AND I START TO THANK YOU EVEN MORE IF YOU KNOW MY HEART AND THE WAY I GREW UP AND KNOWS MY FLAWS THAT I SHARE IN THE STORY OF MY MAMA AND YOU SEE WHAT HAPPENS AND STILL LOVES ME WHO I AM STILL I BE LOVING YOU WITH ALL MY HEART GIVING EVERYTHING BACK CUZ I AM SHARING TO LET YOU KNOW HOW REALS I AM AS A CHRIST FOLLOWER BUT AS A PERSON WHO LOVES TO WRITE WITH SUCH A PASSION THAT YOU CAN FEEL MY HEART BEAT IN THE STORY AS I PLACE THAT BABY BOY ON HIS CRIB AND HE STARTED TO SLEEP MORE I BEGAN TO THINK BACK TO THE LABOR ROOM AND THE STRENGH OF A WOMAN I DO NOT THINK A MAN CAN BRING A CHILD INTO THE WORLD BUT YOU HAVE SHOWN ME YOUR POWER I MEMBER I WAS IN THE ROOM, READING A MAGAZINE AND STARTED TO YAWN AND THERE WERE DOCTORS ON THE OTHER ROOM AND I CAN HEAR SCREAMING AND SHOUTING GOING ON I DID NOT WANT TO GO IN THERE, YOU A BEAST, AND SOMETIMES YOU SCARE ME WHEN YOU BE MAD SO I AM AT THE CHAIR JUST CHILLING READIN AND LAUGHING MY HEAD OFF AND THERE IS WINDOW BUT A BULLET PROOF AND SOMETHING HITS HARD AND I LOOK OVER AND I BEGIN TO THINK WHAT IS GOING ON AND I GET OUT OF THE CHAIR AND YOU I SEE YOU IN THE BED AND THERE WAS ABOUT FIVE DOCTORS AND TWO WERE HOLDING YOU DOWN AND YOU GRABED SOMETHING AND YOU THREW IT ON THE WINDOW AND BANG, AND IT MADE ME JUMP, YOU A BEAST AND MY HEART DROPPED CUZ IT WAS A TELEPHONE YOU THREW AND MY HEART STARTED TO BEAT VERY FAST YOU WERE KICKING AND SCREAMING AND ROARING, SNARLING AND GROWLING YOU WERE SNAPPING AND THE TWO DOCTORS COULD NOT HOLD YOU BACK AND ONE OF THE DOCTORS WERE RUNNING OUT TO ME AS I WAS STANDING THERE AND I LOOKED AT HIS EYES AND HE WAS SO SCARED THAT I SAW TEARS RUNNING DOWN AND I AM WONDERING, IF THIS DOCTOR WAS OKAY AND HE TELLS ME THAT YOU BABY BEAR IS A BEAST AND NO ONE CAN HOLD YOU DOWN AND THAT YOU WERE LOOKING FOR ME AND YOU HIT THIS DOCTOR ON THE FACE AND I SAW A BRUISE AND I AM WONDERING, I CANNOT GO IN THERE, YOU MIGHT HIT ME AS WELL AND I HEAR YOU SCREAMING, HOLLARING AND I HEAR YOU CALLING FOR ME SO THE DOCTOR KEEP ON SAYING I NEEDS TO GO IN THERE SO I GO WITH HIM, AND I TAKE A LOOK AT MY BABY BEAR AND YOU WERE BREATHING HARD AND GROWLING AT ME YOUR HANDS OPEN WID FOR ME TO COME CLOSE, I AM THINKING IF YOU HIT THIS DOCTOR, YOU MIGHT SOCK ME TOO BUT I SEE YOU OPENING UP BOTH YOUR ARMS WIDE AND I WENT OVER AND YOU CLOSE YOUR ARMS I FELT WERE VERY WARM AND YOUR HEART WAS RACING VERY FAST AND YOU OPENED YOUR ARMS TO LET ME OUT THE DOCTORS KEPT ON TELLING YOU THAT THE BABY IS ALMOST OUT TO PUSH HARDER AND HARDER OUT AND YOU SCREAMED OUT LOUD AND IT MADE EVERYONE JUMP DOCTORS BE HOLDING UNTO EACH OTHER YOU A BEAST AND YOU KEPT ON POUNDING YOUR CHEST AND I AM WONDERING IF THE BABY BE ALRIGHT AND FINALLY I HEAR A CRY AND THE DOCTORS GATHER AND THEY ALL CELEBRATED AND THEY LOOKED AT ME AND TELLS ME, IT IS A BOY, A SON AND AS THE BABY BOY KEPT ON CRYING AND CRYING THE FAMILIES ALL GATHEREED TOGETHER TO CELEBRATE THE BIRTH OF A NEW BORN SON AND AFTER THE SON WAS CLEANED UP AND THE SON WAS GIVEN INTO YOUR ARMS YOU HELD HIM VERY CLOSE AND YOU HELD HIM VERY TIGHT AND I SAW THE TEARS FROM YOUR EYES YOU LOOKED AT ME AND TELLS ME, LOOK WHAT WE MADE TOGETHER AND OUR GOD HAS BLESSED US WITH A SON AND I BE JUMPING UP AND DOWN, FILLED WITH TEARS AND JOY I AM A FATHER IS WHAT I SHOUTED AT THE DOCTOR AND THAT BABY BOY WOULD NOT STOP CRYING THO AS THE FAMILY ALL CAME AND WAITED FOR THE NEWS I CAME OUT AND TOLD THEM, IT IS A BOY, A SON AND THE FAMILES ALL STARTED TO CRY TOGETHER, IT IS A GRAND CHILD IS WHAT THEY SAY AND I LOOKED AT OVER MY MAMA, AND SHE TELLS ME AFTER SEEING THAT CHILD, SHE TELLS ME, WAIT UNTIL THAT CHILD GROWS UP YOU WILL KNOW AND FINALLY UNDERSTAND THE HEART OF ME AND YOUR POPS HOW HARD IT WAS TO RAISE A BABY WHO ONLY CRIED ALOT AND EAT TOO MUCH AND HER EYES WERE FILLED WITH HAPPINESS FOR ME AND SHE TELLS ME, THAT IS A BIG LITTLE BOY HE HAS A ROUND FACE AND PUFFY CHEEK, JUST LIKE YOU MY SON AND I SMILED REAL BIG, OF COURSE MAMA, THAT IS MY BLOOD AND YOUR BLOOD TOO AS THE FAMILY WALKS INTO THE LABOUR ROOM TO SEE HOW WELL YOU BE DOING THEY ALL LOOKED AT YOU AND GAVE YOU A SMILE AND TOUCHED YOUR FACE, JOB WELL DONE MY BEAUTIFUL DAUGHTER IT WAS NEVER EASY CARRYING THAT FAT LITTLE BOY FOR NINE MONTHS AND NOW, HE IS HERE TO SHOW YOU HOW HARD IT IS TO RAISE THAT BOY IF HE IS SO MUCH LIKE YOU, OH BOY, YOU WILL SEE HOW DIFFICULT IT IS TO MANAGE A CHILD, BUT YOU WILL ALWAYS LOVE HIM NO MATTER WHAT HE DOES CUZ WE ALWAYS LOVED YOU NO MATTER WHAT YOU HAVE DONE GROWING UP AND ME AND YOU BABY BEAR WIPED OUR TEARS AND THEY GAVE US A BLESSING OUR GOD IS THE GREATEST BLESSOR OF GIVING A GIFT FROM THE ABOVE AS I STOOD THERE, I THANKED YOU FROM MY HEART YOU ARE MY SWEET HEART AND THAT I LOVE YOU HONNIBUNS TO MY BEAUTIFUL WIFE YOU WERE WEARING THE WEDDING DRESS AND YOU LOOKED AT ME AND SMILED I PAUSED A BIT CUZ YOU LOOKED SO BEAUTIFUL, I LOVED YOUR SMILE YOU KEPT ON MAKING ME HOT INSIDE AS YOU WERE GIVING ME POSES AND I BEGIN TO WONDER, IS THIS GOIING TO BE MY WIFE I DID NOT EVEN PROPOSE TO YOU YET, I DID NOT EVEN BUY YOU A RING WE DID NOT EVEN GO TO THE RING SHOPPING AND YOU WERE ALREADY IN A DRESS THE CURTAIN CLOSES AND I BE HOLDING UP A NEW MAGAZINE AND WHEN THE CURTAIN OPENED UP AGAIN, ANOTHER WHITE DRESS YOU WORE AND YOU BEGAN TO TURN AROUND SLOWLY AS I WAS WATCHING YOU YOU REMINDED ME OF A DOLL IN A GLASS, BEAUTIFUL AS BARBIE AND I BEGINN TO CLAP MY HANDS AND SHOUTED BRAVO!! BRAVO!! AND TAKE A BOW AND THROW ME A KISS, AND I GRABED YOUR KISS AND PUT IT ON MY CHEEK AS I SAW YOU SMILE AND LOOKING VERY GOOD, THE CURTAIN CLOSES I BE WAITING FOR ANOTHER NEW DRESS YOU BE WEARING AND I BEGIN TO LOOK AT MORE MAGAZINES AND THE CURTAIN OPENS AGAIN AND YOU TOLD ME THAT THIS IS THE LAST DRESS YOU WANTED TO WEAR AND YOU STARTED TO TOUCH THE DRESS AND TOLD ME THAT THIS IS YOUR FAVORITE ONE AND THIS WEDDING DRESS LOOKED THE VERY BEST ON YOU AS I THINK ABOUT THE TIMES AND ALL THE MEMORIES YOU GAVE ME ALL THE PICTURES WE HAVE TAKEN TO SHOW ME THE TIMES OF A LIFE TIME AND DO I KNOW WHAT TO SAY TO YOU BUT WANTED TO THANK YOU MY LOVE I REMEMBER WHEN YOU AND I WENT OVER TO THE BRIDAL STORE YOU BE WEARING ALL KINDS OF WEDDING DRESS WITH A BIG SMILE A WOMAN WITH SO MUCH POTENTIAL THAT YOU SHINE SO BRIGHT WHY DO YOU THINK THAT I FELL IN LOVE WITH YOU, YOU SO DIFFERENT IN MY EYES AND EACH TIME I BEGIN TO DISCOVER MORE ABOUT YOU, YOU BECOME BEAUTIFUL TO ME AND I MEMBER AFTER YOU BE PICKING OUT THE ONE AFTER TRYING ALL KINDS OF WEDDING DRESSES AND THE DAY I MADE A PROPOSAL TO YOU, AND HOW YOU SAID YES I WAS AFRAID TO ASK WHAT IF YOU ONLY LIKED ME FOR JUST A MOMENT BUT THE WORD YES GAVE ME A HOPE TO LIVE FOR MORE AND I MEMBER AS I WAITED FOR YOU WITH YOUR WEDDING DRESS I COULD NOT STOP CRYING CUZ YOU LOVED ME AS I AM WHEN A MAN WAS REJECTED IN THE PAST BY MANY WOMEN WHO WAS NEVER INTERESTED THERE IS ALWAYS A SCAR IN MY HEART WHAT IF SHE MAY NOT LOVE ME BUT WHEN I SAW YOU WITH A SMILE, AND I BE A POOR MAN I KNEW IN MY HEART YOU LOVED ME AS A SOUL, AS A PERSON CUZ I HAD NOTHING AS THE VOWS WERE EXCHANGED AND WE MADE A CONFESSION PUBLICLY TO THE LOVED ONES AND I KNEW THAT YOU WERE GOING TO BE MORE LOVED THAN EVER BY ME I REMEMBER WHEN OUR FIRST SON WAS BORN, I COULD NOT HELP BUT TO CRY CUZ I BEEN WAITING FOR A LONG TIME FOR A CHILD I WAS NEVER READY THO BUT I BEEN WAITING FOR MY WIFE AND EVEN MY FIRST SON I DO NOT KNOW WHAT HAPPENED BUT AFTER THAT I BE VISITING MORE OF THEM HOSPITALS THEN EVER WATCHING ANOTHER CHILD COMING INTO THIS WORLD WITH ANOTHER AND I BE LOOKING AT YOU SAYING, WHY TOO MANY SONS BUT I GUESS YOU LOVE CHILDREN OR I DO NOT KNOW WHY BUT AS I SAW A FAMILY BEGIN TO GROW ONLY THING I CAN SAY TO OUR GOD, THEY ARE THE GIFT FROM HEAVEN AND I CANNOT COMPLAIN TO OUR GOD CUZ THEY ARE STILL MY CHILDREN I GUESS WHEN I WAS SINGLE AND THE LORD SAW ME SHARING TO THE YOUTH KIDS AND THEY ARE NOT MY CHILDREN BUT I WOULD SHARE LIKE THEY ARE MINE AND WHEN THE LORD WILL SEE THAT HEART I GUESS HE WOULD BLESS ME WHAT I HAVE DONE TO OTHER KIDS HE SEND FROM A TOTALLY A DIFFERENT FAMILY AND GOD CARES AND GIVES AND WILL BLESS WHEN WE PLEASE THE LORD AS I WOULD THINK ABOUT YOU THROUGH THE YEARS AND HOW WE FOUGHT A LOT, TOO MANY TEARS WE HAD SHED EVEN CHILDREN BE CRYING THAT THEIR PARENTS BE FIGHTING OF COURSE I NEVER MEAN TO EVER HURT YOU OR TO MAKE YOU CRY SOMETIMES WE WOULD DISAGREE ON THINGS CUZ OUR MINDS AND HEARTS ARE DIFFERENT THE VIEW POINTS AND THE BACKGROUNDS, EVEN THE FAMILY ARE DIFFERENT AND HOW WE ARE TRULY IMPERTECT PEOPLE, MAKING SO MUCH MISTAKES AND SAYING THINGS WITHOUT THINKING REALLY HURTS BUT I NEVER MEANT TO EVER SAY THE MEAN WORDS TO YOU AND THROUGH IT ALL, YOU STILL BEEN THERE FOR AN UGLY PERSON LIKE ME THERE ARE SO MANY GREATER GUYS THEN I AND THE LORD WILL TELL ME HE COULD OF SEND YOU TO SOMEONE ELSE WHO IS MUCH MORE HUMBLED THEN I AND I BE COMING BEFORE THE LORD AND BEG HIM PLEASE LET HER STAY I KNOW THAT SHE IS YOUR DAUGHTER, SHE IS VERY PRECIOUS IN YOUR EYES AND I DO NOT KNOW WHY I TEAR HER HEART AND THE LORD FORGIVES ME THAT IS THE REASON WHY YOU STAY, MY BABY BEAR, YOU KNOW THAT I AM ONLY A HUMAN BEING AND I AM NOT PROUD OF MYSELF, I FEEL LIKE A BULLFROG ALL THE TIME I FEEL LIKE I CANNOT TEACH THE KIDS RIGHT CUZ OF MY EDUCATION BEING SO LOW BUT PLEASE KNOW MY HEART THAT I STILL AND WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU NO MATTER HOW BAD IT CAN COME, AS LONG AS YOU MADE A COMMITMENT TO STAY WITH ME I WILL ALWAYS DO MY BEST FOR THE FAMILY MANY THINGS WILL COME AROUND, STORMS WILL MAY THE FAMILY PRESS DOWN AND THE DEVIL IS ALWAYS PLANING WAYS TO BRING US DOWN BUT WHEN OUR GOD IS THE CENTER AND THE OVER ALL IN OUR LIVES NOTHING CAN STOP WHAT OUR GOD IS GOING TO DO IN THIS FAMILY IT IS THE LORD WHO GAVE ME THE GREATEST BLESSINGS, AND IT STARTS WITH YOU AND I KNOW THAT IT MAKES YOU THAT MUCH MORE SPECIAL IN MY EYES CUZ YOU COULD OF BEEN WITH ANOTHER MAN INSTEAD OF ME BUT YOU WAITED FOR THIS BULLFROG TO BE AT HIS BEST AND I WILL STRUGGLE AND KEEP ON FIGHTING YOU HAVE SEEN ME THROUGH THE YEARS MY BABY BEAR YOU HAVE SEEN MY HEART TILL THIS DAY AND HOW MUCH I FALL BUT THE LORD IS NOT THROUGH WITH MY AT ALL, I STILL GOTS MORE TO DO AND GO FORWARD AND YOU KNOW THAT I AM MOTIVATED HIGHLY AND DETERMINED TO STRIVE TO BE MY BEST AND I HAVE NEVER GIVEN UP MY HOPES AND MY DREAMS I THANK YOU CUZ I LOOK AT THE PICTURES ON THE WALLS AND IT SHOWS ME THAT EVERY PLACE THAT I HAVE BEEN, YOU WERE THERE WITH ME AND I NEVER FORGET ALL THE PLACES CUZ YOU HAVE ALSO WALKED WITH ME AS I BE SHEDDING MY TEARS TRYING TO GO TO SLEEP I AM ALWAYS REMINDING MYSELF, THAT I AM NOT ALONE CUZ ALMIGHTY GOD IS WITH ME AND YOU ARE HERE WITH ME, THANK YOU, THANK YOU FOR LOVING ME AS I AM BABY BEAR, ONE THING THAT I HAVE NOTICED IN ME IS ALL ABOUT IT IS MAKING THE CHANGE IN MY LIFE WHEN I STARTED TO LOVE YOU MORE AND IT KEPT ON GROWING I BEGAN TO LOOK AT MYSELF IN THE MIRROR AND STARTED TO DO SOMETHING I REALIZED THAT I WAS GOING NOWHERE LOOKING LIKE THIS SO I STARTED TO WORK OUT IN THE GYM AND WALK OUTSIDE IN THE HEAT IN THE GYM I BE LIFT UP WEIGHTS SO THAT I CAN BUILD UP MUSCLES TO BE PHYSICALLY STRONG, TO HAVE MORE STAMENIA I WANTED TO SHOW YOU THAT I AM DOING THIS FOR MYSELF TO IMPROVE BUT TO ALSO TO LET YOU KNOW THAT I WANTED TO LOOK GOOD FOR YOU IT IS HOT OUTSIDE WHEN I BE WALKING BUT I KNOW THAT I BE STRONGER PERSON I WANTED TO SHOW THE PROGRESS OF MAKING A CHANGE, TRANSFORMING IN LIFE WHEN I STARTED TO LOVE YOU, THIS IS WHAT STARTED TO HAPPEN WHEN YOU SAW, YOU SAW THE BULLFROG IN ME, NOW I WANNA BE YOUR PRINCE AND I KEPT ON STRIVING TO BE THE BEST BY KEEPING IT REAL THAT MEANS KEEPING THE PROMISE TO OUR GOD TO LIVE FOR HIM AND FOR YOU I BELIEVE IT IS THE SAME THING FOR EVEN FOR YOU THANKS FOR LISTENING DJ
Posted on: Wed, 23 Oct 2013 04:41:13 +0000
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