Take a breath, take it deep, calm yourself, he said to me.. if you play you play for keeps. Take the gun and count to three. Im sweating now, Im moving slow no time to think. My turn to go. You can see my heart beating, you can see it through my chest. Im terrified but Im not leaving. I know that I must past this test, so just pull the trigger. Say a prayer to yourself he says to me, close your eyes sometimes It helps. And then I get a scary thought, As my life flashes before my eyes Im wandering will I will ever see another sunrise? So many wont get the chance to say goodbye but Its too late to think of the value of my life. Im terrified but Im not leaving.
Posted on: Fri, 14 Jun 2013 15:40:21 +0000