Ten months today my dear precious husband left us and went to his heavenly home. I it hard for me to understand why but I know God does not make mistakes. He was my rock he was a fighter, he was everything to me. I miss his voice calling my name, I miss his silly jokes and his songs he would sing to me. He was a very caring man and he was so good to me. We would always tell each other I love you. For the past 3-4 years, I could see how weak he was getting. I dont think anyone especially our children would believe how sick he was. He was a proud man and would not say how sick he was. He hurt everyday with his back pain and rarely had good days even before being diagnosed with lung cancer. I sat heart broken every day watching him but I always tried to make everyday positive with him and we both kept our faith through it all. Faith is how I am making it now. I know our children, grandchildren, son in law and daughter in law, his brother, other family members and friends miss him also and he held them very near and dear in his heart too! I would give anything just to hear his voice and smiling face and greeting me at the front door when I came home from work. My heart is breaking everyday because I miss him so very much. I will never find anyone like him ever. Some say there will be someone else for you because you are young and still full of life. Maybe so but God will have to send him to me. For 26 years he was in my heart. And I am waiting to be at his side once again. Rest in peace Barry, love your wife. Janice Ashley Wirtjes, Carol Owens
Posted on: Tue, 03 Jun 2014 17:43:31 +0000
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