Thank you God for allowing me to see another wonderful day! I realize that I must put things in perspective after the night I had. I am no quitter, throwing in the towel has never been an option for me! You see, I damaged all my teeth back in 1996 during an ice storm, a car ran into the back of me on market street, and another plowed into the side of me right after, thus knocking my car down an embankment, into The Toyota Car Dealer ship where i proceeded to hit 3 brand new Camrys head on, and their display rack! I was driving a Honda! My seat broke which laid me flat, which is the only thing that saved my life! But prior to that all those impacts it was said that my brain was shifted 3 times, and this is where the damage to my teeth came from! So...When I saw the contest Bozart Family Dentistry - Dentist Wilmington NC was putting on I entered, never thinking I would actually have a chance at winning! But when I got the call in November That I was one of the finalist I cried like a baby, then when I got the second call and was told I was a winner, OMG I felt so Blessed and knew right then that Albert Bozart was my Angel. It has been a very rough road, I will not sugar coat this, for someone else it would probably have been much easier, not everyone is the same. All procedures done to my mouth in the past I have always been knocked out. Someone asked me, so what are you going to do? I said, I am going to do what ever he tells me to do, This is a Smile make over worth $10,000, he is doing, he is giving away, his own time how can I not? I would never have an opportunity like this again! My last visit he saw the new dentures he knew immediately what was wrong, and he ordered new ones to be made. The reason is because these are too big for my mouth, an easy fix, it happens, its not an exact science, trial an error, dont get it right first time, we do it again, okay! My problem is this, they dont do that cute little pop /snap together in your mouth as easy as they do, like the ones they show you in the demonstrations! I mean they are hard as hell to get in and out, now i dont know if it is because mine is too big? I am not sure, but I do know on Thursday, The top set was feeling strange, I had to take it out while at a store because it was hurting, and had to put it back in! In fact i had to take them out 2 different times on Thursday because of an uncomfortable feeling. Last night, after I ate I took them out so I could clean them and it was hurting like hell to get them out, it finally came out, only problem is, one of the implants came to!! I sat down on floor and cried like a baby for about 30 minutes!! Then hubby came held me and I cried another 10 minutes, and I am crying again, sorry! It was the same implant that hurt me for 5 months, that I put numbing meds on every single day while it was healing! I do not understand all this processes, but I am sure it has something to do with the the softness of my bone, I assure you it has nothing to do with the work that has been done on my mouth! I did feel like last night throwing in the towel, giving up, like I am never ever going to have a pretty smile again, that I am never ever going to be able to bite something again without it feeling fake! I just want to tell all you ppl out there that have your own teeth, do whatever you can to take care of them, whatever the cost, fix them, repair them, whatever u got to do, keep them in your head, that idiot at Waterford should have never taken my 16 teeth that day, they should have tried to preserve them, oh well, lets move on!! Anyways, I am not sure what happens now, i am kind of scared to put them back in my mouth at this point, not sure if they will pull out another one and I dont go back to see anyone until Tuesday. Im sure Dr Bozart will know what to do! I know he will be so glad to be done with me, he has already said I am his loudest patient! lol Go figure! Anyways I read this earlier so Ill pass it along... KEEP YOUR HEAD UP GOD GIVES HIS HARDEST BATTLES TO HIS STRONGEST SOLDIERS. So, Im going to just keep my head up and keep on fighting, and one day, this little part will be over, and I can tell people yes it was hard at times, But oh God yes it was worth it and I would do it again! Thank you my friends for listening to my rants yet once again!! love you all!!
Posted on: Sat, 12 Jul 2014 14:50:26 +0000
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