Thank you every one for your continued prayers and support for Nikolas. I apologize for not posting an update sooner. One of my not so good coping skills is avoidance. Yes, he is doing much better than before he went in the hospital. But he still has a lot of issues and fears. It has been very stressful on me and unfortunately has caused my anxiety to elevate. Ive kind of felt terrible basically all day every day for the last week. My dad gave me some relief and took Nikolas for a morning. It took me almost two hours to realize I wasnt needed. I just cant relax. I am continuing to take Nikolas to his psychologist, medication therapy, met with Pastor, and have recently begun horse therapy. We are also joining the YMCA. All these things are great but just not enough. The next step is seeking another opinion of a psychiatrist not affiliated with Marshfield Clinic. That is on July 31. After that, I dont know. Thats what scares me. Nikolas asks me will I have to live like this forever? Or do you think I will have a normal quality of life? I wish I could give him a definite answer. Also questioning myself as to whether Im doing the right thing. There are two recommendations that I am bucking. One is day therapy and the other is Risperdone. Esther Miller Sherri Collins Moore
Posted on: Sat, 19 Jul 2014 16:35:42 +0000
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