Thank you everyone for your prayers. I feel like giving a testimony that maybe some of us can pray about so God can get all the glory. I told God a long time ago I wanted him to use me how he wanted no matter what I have to go through even the misunderstandings and lies and pain and struggles I just wanted revival. Since that prayer I messed up a lot in my walk with God many times I felt I had went to far to be saved. My wife and I went through some crazy stuff and both of us have felt like we couldnt go on. One day I had enough of all the hurts and lies and misconceptions I was so done with life I just wanted God to take me but we decided to go to a little church in Springdale and bro Jones the pastor didnt even know me but he prayed for us and he said because of our willingness to give to others God was gonna give us more than we ever asked for! He said because of my unwavering faith and because men have casted my name out as evil God was gonna use me in a way that I never thought possible! He said the Holy Ghost says you aint seen nothing yet he said people are gonna be amazed when they see what God does! Since then we have seen some pretty neat things but it seems like the total opposite has happened. I was having the worst luck all kinds of bad stuff was happening in my marriage. At first I was thanking God for it because I knew he trusted me but it got so bad I was just waiting for the next bad thing to happen finally I got really discouraged and I started drinking and just gave up. Pastor-Tim Downs came to my house when I was backsliding and he said he had a lot of the same problems he said the Angels and demons are having a conversation about us and the devil hears it and attacks you based on your anointing. He said he backslid 4 times before he finally talked to the man of God that told him to make a prayer journal and since then he hasnt backslid. When we moved to demonville I had no idea what I was about to face. My pastor and I along with some others wanted to change the name of the town from demons to Angels. Long story short we had spells cast on us and I received several threats that scared me so bad I couldnt sleep I had to fast and pray a lot to fight against those spirits and it got so intense I went crazy thinking they were gonna do something bad until a preacher/prophet was sent from God to deliver a message for the church then when he prayed for me he said the Lord wants to make you the best soul winner this town has ever seen! Then he said the Lord is with you! The Lord is with you! It was so encouraging after all that fear I was having. We tried to change the name of the town from demons to Angels but my pastor and I along with some others have been attacked severely during that time and the church was fasting and praying against attacks in our marriages. My wife left me after she had enough and I thought I was gonna lose it. I was mad at God and didnt want to talk to anyone I was done with life until bro Brown came back from evangelizing and he was all over it. I never seen him preach like that he said the thing that the devil tried to use to destroy the church and revival is marriage he prophecied that the very thing the devil tried to use to destroy marriages is the very thing that will bring revival! He said hes not the only one that prophecied that, there were others that prophecied the same thing. He said theres gonna be people saying its because of him or its because of her or hes going here or she is going there but its all gonna work out in the end and its going to bring everything together and its going to bring a huge revival. Amen. I had to share that to remind myself what God is gonna do to get all the glory! I wouldnt know what I know today if it wasnt for the storms and trials and the stripping and purging. I ask that you pray for me to have strength when I go back to that town please pray for my wife to be more understanding and realize why the devil hates us so much. She wants a divorce. Sometimes I have great faith believing God to fulfill his promise and some days I can hardly do anything right cause this stress and broken heart has just beat the corn out of me. I love you sweetheart
Posted on: Fri, 28 Nov 2014 06:17:25 +0000
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