Thank you to my darling wife Maria Meewella youtube/watch?v=d_z9W26IfRs From the beginning we both knew what we started. You wait, I wait, thats what we promised to each other. Neither one of us got the hang of it that more and more difficult it gets. You wait at home watching time goes by. Other half of me hopes this will get better in time, other half knows Im rest of my life on the road, thats what i was created for, can’t deny it. I buy time by making you believe in our mutual dreams. We will have time to do what we planned to do, even if it takes years, we will go and see the boats leaving to Stockholm. But now I have to run, busy schedule. You call after me even before I reach the airport. Phone rings, I won’t answer because I know what you are going to say: Am I waiting in vain after all, What if happens like to all the others? This distance worries and tortures me Who decides who can make it? Be somewhere there mine. You put plates for two just for fun, even when you know that Im not home in three weeks. I forgot to call again, without noticing. Maybe I try not to worry you. I focus fully, at the same time I neglect you. My calling eats our life Feels that time spend in other is taken from the other If could only choose the best parts from both But you can only change yourself, other person no. And when I called our fighting took the feeling away When we are together I would not change a thing in you those little happy moments make me hold on to you I see you with me even when we are wrinkled I try my best to change in time I need you and I hope you can wait please don’t make me choose... Am I waiting in vain after all, What if happens like to all the others? This distance worries and tortures me Who decides who can make it? Be somewhere there mine.
Posted on: Sun, 23 Nov 2014 00:35:49 +0000