The Love Chronicles of Drake & Eumeaka: It has been 522 days since the last time the Devils Daughter and I have made love. PART 2 In the shower at the 24 Hour Fitness, there was a man who complimented me on my progress in losing weight. I will call him the Shower Man. Although the Shower Man complimented me, I did not take it well; because my progress has not been a great achievement; and I have concluded that I will never attained the body that I always wanted; not even close to it. With the amount of time that I have spent, I have not lost that much weight; and my overall physique is not desirable or impressive. Plus, my athletic ability is unsatisfactory. (Sad Face) The Shower Man then tells me a little about his bad situation. He tells me that he had lost his job from the Nelson Art Museum. He explained that many of the workers were laid off for no legitimate reason; only that the place had gotten new management. Isnt there a safety net for individuals affected by this type of tragedy? I felt for him; but there was nothing I could do for him. (Sad Face) The Shower Man then tells me that money is not everything. (Straight Face) I can somewhat feel him on this; because I cannot buy what I truly wanted only what I needed. I seek to attain the physique I desired; because I thought this would bring me happiness. I thought if I look better, I would have better opportunities in life and be able to obtain a suitable mate. But in my ordeals, I have developed the sense that even if I did attain the body I desire I still will not be happy. Particularly, because of the games that the women that surrounded me have played. These women have insinuated but not openly said to me that, We do not care if you are fat, skinny or buff. We dont even care how much money you have; or if you look handsome or ugly. We just do not want you! However, they seem to insinuate they might be interested in me if I drove an automobile, but I would not want a woman that only wants me for transportation needs. Plus, many of the women that have insinuated this have automobiles of their own! (Confused Face) Nevertheless, I do not know why women I find suitable do not want me; because they have never actually given me a reason to why. But I cannot be mad about it; because there might be women that do want me and I do not want them. But it stills bothers me; because I feel lonely.
Posted on: Fri, 05 Sep 2014 16:09:53 +0000
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