The Not-so-Awesome thing about MS is...we dont know (shrugz) dont know if were having a flare up tomorrow or if itll be easy sailing. We just dont know. Dont know if well make the track practice or be able to hold our daughters long enough for them to stop crying over a scar or booboo we werent fast enough to prevent from happening. We just dont know. Dont know if well wake up with/without our vision. Dont know or recall what feelings are, since we literally cant feel much of anything. We dont know if well miss all the parties& events bcuz of being too embarrassed to ask for help...dont know. Dont know if well fall into an exasperation so fatal it takes us early...just dont know. But what I do know, is im afraid of losing anyone close. And instead of expressing that fear>>>I find a way to box them in. Unintentionally but its true; So, plz forgive me if I act like idgaf @ timez & other timez I care TOO much. Life is short. Im learning to live it.love it. Smile as much as I can in spite of and cry when I have to (even when I dont know where the tears will drop) signing off~~~
Posted on: Tue, 14 Oct 2014 04:51:01 +0000
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