The Richardsons Journey; well I today was very slow as I try and detach myself mentally from hospital mode!!!! Thats a hurdle that I keep trying to jump to soon and I keep falling . Was getting up and sitting on the porch waiting to go to cementary but when chot came he said well I been to Cj grave and Cj said daddy go home , so he said Cj was fine, !!! I have ask GOD to connect me with Cj thru his spirit man and not who is in the casket !!! But I will still go and ck on him !!!! Again I look to the left of me n bed and my rascal is not there!!!!! Another hard part is when the supply called and wanted to deliver Cj fluids and I had to tell them Cj was deceased!!! another hurdle is watching some shows we use to watch together he loved Ellen!!!! He is still getting clothes in he talked me into ordering lol !!!! Cam is a busy body he went bowling today !!! Every night I try and ask him about how he is feeling cause he had already said momma thats my only brother !!! The only one that can give inner Peace is GOD!!! Chot was driving me to run errands but when we got to lowes to get a pot to repot a plant he started whistling and singing so yall no I had to dump him !!!! Lol lol !!! Im sooo glad that CAM has to depend and lean on God at a early age !!! Lord thank u for keeping us and I mean all of us !!!! all of us are grieving Cj and I will never b shellfish about Cj walk just to say the Richardsons are the only ones grieving because all of us are grieving him, lets lean on each other and learning not b selfish with loving one another!!! Remember ; to be ABSENT FROM THE BODY IS TO BE PRESENT WITH THE LORD!!!! Love Pam
Posted on: Wed, 16 Jul 2014 04:22:04 +0000
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