~The Sweet & Bitter Past~ The Fun Times I had On Stage Acting out in plays. Soaking up the Fame and Glamour when My Name was announced to receive the Best Actress Award. Feeling that the World was watching me as I marched up the stage acknowledged as a Student Counselor. Taking oaths and receiving my Tie Pin as a Mark of a Leader. But does it Matter? I wasnt able to bring this Glorious days I had when I work in the Corporate world. They didnt look at all that in IMHO. They looked at the Grades I scored. And it was ALL so TRUE what my Form Teacher has said to me... Hanisah, you cannot study, then just become Actress She meant, I was no good. That I should not be sitting in her class and failing her papers over and over again... But I didnt mean it to happen, Mrs Chua. However, I am grateful that you said that to me.. Cos it made me realize that I needed to Buck Up. That if I dont do well in Exams, the Whole World will deem me as a Failure. I need YOU to see me as a student worth better than just being an Actress without an education.... You made me cry on my way home, Mrs Chua... I was down for days, weeks and months... Thank You for sending me to the Principals office after every class tests that I failed. A talk with the Principle lifted my spirits up once again. She told me Its OK.. Try harder next time. No need to see me again.. You are fine. My Principle believed in me... And thats all that matters. I just needed SOMEONE to believe in me. My broken dreams were relived once again...That I am Worth more than What YOU think I was. Thank You, I am not hurt anymore... because the grades doesnt matter to me. It doesnt define who I am or How I successful I can be in life. The grades and certs are just papers... I am worth MORE than that. Alhamdulillah, All is Well now.
Posted on: Tue, 28 Jan 2014 02:45:29 +0000
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