The best story is your own life experience to help others see life from your eyes; because we are all unique. Sucks being at the crossroad in my spiritual journey to be one Walsalls one of the most anointed and open hearted prophet that Walsall might not see for sometime after I pass. Motiivation to do anything is hard nowadays. To me being dead to the flesh like the Bible says means that you reach a point in Christ where you catch too much fire in your heart. Life becomes abit harder to adjust to knowing the personality shift that will come to me soon. Hard to adjuct to the fact that what made me happy before doesnt anymore. So now if it was money, friends, women, partying and booze, computers etc that made me happy, it doesnt cut it anymore. Talk of reshuffling my goals for my future after sacrificing alot of things for God. The question now is, What really makes me happy? The dilemma of living through the heart means you can only be motivated by love and not lust. You can imagine how difficult that question is when the world looks dull and fake. It has been a question thats lingered for weeks and made my life abit difficult at the moment.I dont know if this is what happens when your wings grow like an angel when you know who you are to God. So Jesus takes alot of your heart and you get to a point where you only trust and love God with your whole heart and people are hard to trust because you know who Jesus is to you; and people are a source of hurt not worth to expect too much from! Talk of a dilemma over here. My belief is that after this crossroad I will be living my purpose for the rest of my life and will be in a much happier state than for the past weeks.
Posted on: Thu, 24 Oct 2013 01:01:34 +0000
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