The biggest thing that I crave in my life, is just talking to anybody who is wide open and honest about where they are, what they believe, or what they want. Even if what they said was terrible, if it is the truth, I would rather hang out with them. Even if they are admitting that they are lost, I would prefer to talk to that person. So many people feel like changing who they are to fit a mold of the person they are talking to. I cant stand that. Pretending everything is fine when it isnt is so much lower to me than someone who just says I am lost. That is so much more powerful and more courageous. Honesty is the only way to move forward. Denial cant do it. The problem hasnt been addressed. Denial keeps the problem moving. It gives the problem more power over you, and your unlimited abilities. The second you admit that you are lost, you move forward. I have never realized how much I craved this in a friend until today. Maybe I havent been as honest with myself because I have always found these kinds of people, and then hung out with them. Maybe its the compliments and fake love I would get, but it always always always goes nowhere. Its not sustainable. As of today I am more aware and crave that. This is not about anybody in particular. Its not some passive attack against someone who hurt me in any way. Nobody has that ability. I have just discovered that I crave the truth more than anything. I cant hang out with anybody who doesnt crave it, because we are going to both be sitting in a lie until I leave that person. I dont want to waste another minute of my life being around denial. Even if our truth is totally the opposite, if you are honest with where you are, what you want, or what you believe, I respect you. We can have a conversation and we can both grow from it. We will get along fine. If you act like you agree with me when you dont know what I am talking about, we wont get anywhere. There is no depth in that.
Posted on: Fri, 30 May 2014 22:48:00 +0000
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