The hardest of truths to admit. Yesterday I did something that scared me. I am an organ donor and I believe strongly in letting the end of my life continue someone elses. I was in a very bad depressive state yesterday. So I looked up something I probably shouldnt have. How to commit suicide and still be able to have viable organs for donation. I am not suicidal as I write this, nor was I when I looked it up. Call it mostly morbid curiosity as well as feeling very worthless. I am just hoping to talk to the therapist today about it. I am praying I do not get committed for admitting this to her. I am trying so hard to keep my head above water and not bring those I love down with me. I am posting also the video I made on thanksgiving thanking all of those who have helped me to become a safer and happier person. The world is hard, but I am trying so hard to keep going.
Posted on: Wed, 03 Dec 2014 14:33:54 +0000
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