The head of our family is slowly declining. And for the past few weeks we have had to watch him suffer. I have been trying to keep a positive attitude through it all. I woke up this morning not motivated to do anything. At this point in my life I am living day by day. I feel like Im just standing, standing still. Not knowing when the right time is to actually break down or convince myself this is really going to happen. How am I going to react? How will I comfort my children, and my mother when I myself dont know how to handle it . I dont expect prayer or sympathy but I do want you to be grateful...be grateful for all the days you have left with your loved ones....My father will never call me in the morning and tell me he wants to meet me for a breakfast date or to come over and trim his nails, or hear him call me his Lolarella. It is the little things that we almost always over look. Now, our days are numbered with him...And if we are lucky we may get a simple I love you... And for now its good enough for me.
Posted on: Mon, 29 Dec 2014 04:41:49 +0000
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