The last few days have been excruciatingly hard for me. I have zero energy, no get up and go at all. Everything I see reminds me of her. Last year at the holidays we were all in shock still, and this year the shock has worn off and its real. And I am sad, hurt, and just pissed off. My baby didnt deserve this. She should be HERE. If I could trade places with her I would in a second. I hate that sorry piece of shit for what he did to my child and my family. This was a man I wouldnt have let my daughter in the same room with. She didnt even know there were pieces of shit like him out there. And every time I hear that damn commercial about no one wants to be a drug addict, I want to scream. Bullshit. You make a choice. And you make another choice when you get in the car and drive. So you wont find any sympathy here. Innocent children shouldnt have to pay the price for lowlifes like john Perkins. I am so mad tonight and there is no where to direct all this anger. I honestly wish he would have lived so I could have killed him myself. And if you want to post some crap about forgiveness, dont bother.
Posted on: Tue, 12 Nov 2013 23:46:01 +0000
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