The last three years have been very turbulent for me and even though I went through a lot. In my fashion I came through it like a champ. These past few months got really bad for me and I acted in a way that I had never acted. I was weak and pathetic actually.. The strong and positive woman that I am crumbled emotionally for a moment. Today was very freeing. I learned that forgiveness has set me free. I had so much hate and turmoil in my heart that it was breaking me down. Its not worth it to have a heavy heart. To make myself right I had to let go of many things with someone who has been with me and will be with me forever. Ive let people in and out of my life. Some I regret some I embrace but either way I learned a lesson. I never realized how letting go can actually make me so happy . Im so glad and thankful that I did what I did and that I let go of everything negative. I am now that girl I was in January. Im loving me again and realizing that I matter and there was no reason for me to become that horrible person I allowed myself to become. I guess Im saying. Be right people, do right for you and dont live with heavy hearts. Forgiveness sets u free and makes you happy.. your heart needs to be happy in order for you to be. So take care of it and let it all go. Thats when the healing begins and the loving you starts again....any way.. God Bless and I wish all of you all of the happiness in the world. ♡♡♡
Posted on: Wed, 16 Apr 2014 03:11:49 +0000