The last time I saw you in person several months ago,I was sad and unstable. Shaken and stirred. My emotions had gone astray, twas that classic feeling of a typical heartbreak. Just Like the very first heartbreak I ever experienced in the 12th grade, was self induced, I put myself there, but the right decisions made. You were there for me then also like a safety net. Soft and safe to land on. That memory will never fade. Blessings in disguise. Funny how so much can change in such little time. Hitting the road was the best decision I ever was given. I knew deep down that in that town there was nothing left for me. Fear of abandonment had me alone, and I knew being on my own was inevitable in order to fully learn the things I needed to learn about life. It was a broken record, tiny voice in the back of my head...But easy to let guide me back up through all the ashes to be better than before..... I cant wait to see you again. The sadness isnt present any longer. That burden was put to rest in the right amount of time. I can really say I finally did it right. I acted on a whim and it was a very wise call. I thank God for the guts to do as I vowed. You were the last hug I received before fleeing that town. I still get to see your daily updates, and I am grateful for all the picture shares of the siblings and grand babies. I try not to sit around and think too much about the place that Im from, And I get a little happy/sad teary-eyed now and then when I think of you and how much I miss you, Mom. --Just writing up some lyric ideas. Wired awake on a Friday Night. :)
Posted on: Sat, 26 Oct 2013 07:47:26 +0000
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