The old days- daniel grigoii The hollpw tree song its song against the wind The leaves cherring at such brillance as if adding to the tune Shaking my head im letting myself become distracted Looking down at the crimson liquid that coated my arms looking at the artworked ive just formed Thinking Its something i do often yu see I think alot about what it be like to slip into a deep sleep and dream of paradise once more and drift into the paradise To get away Yu see it wasnt alway like this My foster parents werent as nice as they appear to be Cruel souls at heart truely For to be gay was rudely frowned upon Despite my continous rebellion I made sure to ruin friendships by a kiss to shove it in there face Desperate for them to see for acceptance and understanding And school hadnt made things easy I went from living day by day To second by second I can feel the darkness grasping me pulling me down As if my sanity was hanging by a thin thread Looking back down at my arms I find a smile placing upon my tear stained face Knowing i have that one person who understands waiting for me He knows i do this and when I seem to place myself under the moonlight next to this same tree Its peaceful i stay for what seems an eternity but when i return home he kisses my scars and forces a smile I know inside he worries I pull my sleeves over my arms pulling my back pack strap over my shoulder and find myself walking The blast of wind sending chills down my spine The moon shining against my pale skin It seemed as if it were smiling down upon me as if telling me everything will be ok The trees shaked their limbs in a goodbye I hated leaving but i had to Ive been coming bak more often each month to days Now ill escape school just to visit the friendlyness of nature As i came upon the house placed wrongfully upon the hill Letting out a sad sigh Knowing im returning to a life id rather not live Anxious to escape to see him Yet i knew tonight i wouldnt The lights were on quietly finding myself upon the porch looking thrp the stained glassed window on the door Seeing the thorn holding switch. They were waiting For me knowing they found i was gone afraid to go I was tired of this Tired of it all my life I grabbed my back pack I didnt have much so my valuable and sentimentals being with me all the time With one last stern look at them They finally saw me With a rebellious smirk i turned around as the dpor opened and ran away as theg watched me Not knowing where i was going but i smiled my feet knowing the way to him My heart knew where home really was He was smoking on the porch that was dark only seeing the red glow against his face He seemed to sense my madness insantly jumping to his feet as i ran into his arms. Feeling right at home he made a sound i swore was a whine Noticing the amoung of blood dripping from my arms Looking deeply into his eyes The eyes that always smiled upon me with love and care the acceptance and understanding i used to lack He loved me and i loved him ------- Well thats what i wrote and ots written xD Ill finish tomorrow I need sleeep ENJOY
Posted on: Mon, 26 Aug 2013 04:41:31 +0000
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