The pain felt at losing someone appears to be directly proportional to the depth of love you had for that person. The pain felt reminds us continually that we have a seemingly unnatural capacity to love and connect with people. When I describe Ange as my soulmate, I dont suggest there is only one person out there for us, but when we give ourselves fully to each other, we connect almost on a spiritual level. The pain I feel at losing my soulmate tells me that I loved Angela without measure. I have told many people that I am scared that all the kings horses and all the kings men wont be able to put this Humpty back together again. Someone did however, kindly point out that I am (probably correctly) describing myself as an egg. What comforts us as we lie or sit with the body of our amazing Angela is knowing that though her battle was ultimately a losing one, it doesnt detract from the example she showed us all of how to truly battle. The fight wasnt in vain at all, you still showed doctors and medical staff that battling for an ultimately futile cause, isnt pointless at all. The comments and support from people, mostly strangers, on Facebook and other mediums goes beyond staggering. I am so proud of my Angel that she has made a genuine difference in so many peoples lives. Please dont leave us quite yet, we, Anges closest friends and family, need your support for a while longer if I am ever going to put this egg back together. I know I told you before bub, but I dont think you were listening properly... I love you, a million times I love you
Posted on: Tue, 28 Oct 2014 19:20:34 +0000
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