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The problem is FEAR OF SUCCEEDING. Ive figured out that Im fearful of success.... Not because its going to make me less spiritual. Not because it will make me stand out (although Im so used to being shy, and being behind the scenes that standing out certainly WILL take some getting used to) ...but because Im fearful of or hesitant to CHANGE. Becoming the one who has it all, the woman who gets what she goes after, the person who really has it going on, is a huge change from what Ive lived up until now, and from what Ive been conditioned to expect from myself. To find myself in a place that only existed in my dreams is something I am apprehensive about - how irrational is that?!! This fear of success, of changing from how my life has always been into a life that Ive always hoped for....is terrifying. It could get me into trouble that I dont know how to handle. I could lose friends and supporters. I could be criticized for not doing things the way they are supposed to be. In fact, I KNOW Ill be criticized because all of my life, I was criticized for going differently than the usual flow of things. I could really actually be happy! I might actually be thrilled and thriving!! Going from HOPING TO BECOME to BEING - a concept I dont yet have the behavioural experience for. Changing my feelings and experiences from suffering, failing, coming up short, and struggling to breezing through, succeeding, achieving, surpassing, and easily whizzing on through stuff entails encountering unfamiliar situations, enacting and perceiving unfamiliar behaviours, sensing unfamiliar feelings, receiving unfamiliar feedback, and traipsing through unfamiliar territory! It is like jumping over a cliff into a brand new abyss...why should I jump when I am already steady and comfortable on my feet now? Well, that is exactly why I must jump without hesitation...soon, NOW!! No jump, never leave where I am now. Jump and I will FLY!!!!!! (getting my wings prepared....see you next year!)

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