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The world has had me in tears today and pissed off and I had to take a minute and reflect on what being a parent means to me, its not always pretty, their are no paychecks or awards, sticky floors, messy rooms, sleepless nights, hugs, kisses, throw up, arguments, big beautiful smiles, loud laughs, lots of noise, very little time, stress, questions, zero me time, handmade cards and handprints, frustration, I could go on and on, the fact is my pregnancy sucked, It was probably on a personal level the most tumultuous time in my life but at 9:09 pm on 9/20/01 when the anesthesia from my C section wore off and I got to hold the most beautiful girl in the world in my arms I was a changed person, something shifted and I was in love, unconditional, beautiful scared to death love. Could I do this? Is she gonna be ok? Fast forward 12 years later and I have the most selfless, awesome creative, annoying, happy, spoiled little girl with an attitude and I feel like Im on top of the world every moment with her. I hug her tight and breathe her in and its like a drug, I still check to make sure shes breathing at night and let her climb in the bed with me and when Im away from her no matter hiw much I need a break I miss her. I love this kid with my whole heart. I will never understand people that abuse or mistreat their kids and thats a good thing I guess, I dont want my brain to ever think like those people. But I do think its my job as a parent to protect not just my child but any child, these precious little kiddos look to us for love & guidance and the fact that there is a child anywher in the world, a mile away, 10, 000 miles away thats being hurt or hungry or scared breaks my heart. Whatever I can do Im going to do to save these kids. One kid or a thousand kids. I have a big heart and these babies need somebody. I dont care who has what to say about it, be mindful when your around me with your kids, I dont take anything beyond reasonable discipline lightly. Watch your mouth & mind your ps and qs, I dont play when it comes to the lil ones. OneLove.
Posted on: Sat, 23 Nov 2013 03:22:24 +0000

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