There are days that make me feel like there is no happiness on the horizon. still I smile not for that I am happy, but sometimes I smile to hide sadness Sometimes I just want to give up, go crawl under my covers and cry myself to sleep. But I never tell anyone this because I know they won’t understand.I’m tired of everyone yelling at me..People are always asking me what I want, and I’ll always just want to yell, “To be happy.” Sometimes I become too overwhelmed with my life, I just want everything to pause for a moment. Everything is just no the way I want it to be. I want to escape. Run away. To be somewhere without feeling like a piece of me is missing I wonder if I will ever be happy with myself. I worry that if I can’t be happy with myself, then nobody will ever be happy with me, and that just makes me even more paranoid. It’s a cycle, insecurity, unconfidence, and diffidence, it’s all a cycle and it’s destroying me.
Posted on: Sat, 12 Jul 2014 11:22:09 +0000
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