There comes a time in all of our lives that we want to be bothered with someone who does not want to be bothered with us..I know Ive been guilty of that one myself..then i started to feel like a nuisance but being the persistent person I am, I wouldnt back off, but now I realize I was only prolonging the agony of defeat for no reason because the other party was not worthy of my time or my attention, but they had already shown me how non-chalant they could be about my feelings, and they just really did not give a dam, so i finally stopped acting a fool over this person and moved on with my life...now I realize that was the best move I ever made in my life, and it was not even that serious to start with...I was so afraid of the unknown that I was sabotaging my own chances at happiness by trying to make nothing work out to be something..now I realize that I could never have a trusting good relationship with someone who had already hurt and betrayed me before, so it was better to forget them and move on, so move on I did and now I have found a whole new outlook on things and Im living it up, happy as can be, smarter than before, still in one piece, still got the same good qualities I had before, and looking forward to my future...mistakes makes one stronger. life lessons only brighten the horizon..if you can go through the tough times and come out with a positive outlook and shake your head at yourself. it only means, youve been wild, acted stupid, had your fun, grew up, got wiser, and escaped without holding on to bitterness, resentment, or malice ...you are going to be just fine, and be thankful to that person for showing you a side of yourself that needed to be checked, and thank God you still have the ability to love even harder than before, because at the end of the day, loving and having a loving heart is all we really need to be in Gods glory anyway...nothing else matters...we are all a lot more resilient than we realize, I will never try to force any one to love me ever again..I know Im quite capable of being loved just on the strength of being the super woman God made me, I dont need to do anything extra, just be my usual beautiful, loving, caring, honest self, hell do the rest.....keep loving living, loving your brother, loving yourself, loving God, and rest assured if you do these things with sincerity, God is gonna keep them blessings coming!!!!Dont be ashamed, we all have done some dumb shit at one time or another, some of us just never stop being dumb...Just ask God for help and use the brains he gave you to look out for your self, and never be to proud to tell someone, Im sorry, please forgive me!!! You never know when or if you might need that person youve hurt, and in the end it will make you and them feel better!!!So if you feel you are being a bother, by all means Do fall back..... Peace out!!!
Posted on: Sun, 24 Nov 2013 00:37:20 +0000
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