There will be days that I feel disconnected and distant, other days that I will feel close, My emotions are on a rollercoaster and it is swinging high and low simultaneously, I am trying to cover my behavior by not letting it control me, Bipolar disorder is a real pain in my ass, It is now day 45 since I completely detoxed off the Latuda and I have my hearing back, my testosterone levels is climbing back to normal, my patience is running low but I am training myself to build resistance to it, now bottling it up is not a very smart Idea, I am praying for a outlet physically to channel it, Running doesnt help, Push ups aggravate my muscles when I do it aggressively, I am really running out of options, I am doing my hardest from snapping off, I am also trying to block out certain memories that really should not come at me right now, Dude I need ideas, I have a lot of negative feedback going in my head... Please help!!
Posted on: Sat, 01 Nov 2014 22:08:00 +0000