Theres nary a clue whether or not one possesses the required willpower to valiantly manage multifarious tumultuous emotions. Moreover, one is newly aware of the ambiguous nature regarding their ownership of a desire to experience the aforementioned feelings henceforth. Gnawing distress, rooted in a painful realization that the reciprocity of their sentimental cathexis has a nature undeniably vagarious, a strenuously undesirable verity that can no longer be refuted. Maddening uncertainty regarding the mutuality of ones own longing towards another. Irritatingly ignorant of the concluding upshot: Satisfaction? Regret? Dubious staunchness? Additional infelicitous waffles with a tang of bafflement, in order to break ones fast? A fervent aspiration that carts will cease being insistently situated before equine means of conveyance! Withdrawn, unwarranted yet conspicuous nostalgia regarding cherished partnership along with unbidden remembrances of an absolutely adored other half, both precipitate inescapable loneliness. Furthermore, exasperatingly melancholic anticipation of mysterious revelation is ones own personal definition of torture. Currently questioning the genesis of a damningly dramaturgical perspective that which belongs to ones self, likewise cursing its mawkishly melodramatic methodology. A way of shifting mental gears, away from the currently unwelcome cognitive emphasis. Ignorance can only be bliss when one is willing and able to play the role of fool!
Posted on: Sun, 20 Jul 2014 14:54:39 +0000
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