Theres so much stuff that I stress myself out about that isnt even worth the headache..how Im gunna pay this bill and that bill..Im toooo fat..Im never pretty enough..my hair color isnt right..my kids dad is a meanie..how as a single mom am I going to get my children the clothes and shoes they want..Im going to have to get surgery..my toes are broken..my shoulder and arm are inoperable..I cant drive..and yet there are people fighting for their life, or on their way out..not by choice..sux that it takes all that to happen to realize how petty and irrelevant everyday stressors are..my Nana isnt doing well and will not be leaving the hospital to see the sun shine, or leaves fall to the ground as the seasons change..ever again..its only a matter of time before I have my own Angel..I dont kno how to deal with this nor handle it as Ive never had to before in my life..I always thought she would be there forever..isnt that a super power that parents and grandparents have?? I feel so numb, but yet cry at the thought of my Nana not being able to see my kids grow and me eventually accomplish my dreams and succeed in life..I feel so lost, and helpless..I jus want to be there..hold her hand..kiss her forehead, and tell her we will all be alright..that its ok to let go, and release all of her pain..shes tooo beautiful and kind hearted for this earth..God wants one of his angels back..
Posted on: Sun, 27 Oct 2013 02:42:08 +0000
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