Thinking about Christmas this year making me cry so much.. 4 years 4 bloody years confined to bed unable to wash myself, unable to dress myself, unable to eat by myself hell I couldnt even hold a cigarette. I missed out on everything birthday parties going out with my sisters,I even missed my own brothers wedding day. A day Im never gunna get to see again. Christmases came and I could hear the laughter in the living room the fun everyone was having while I felt like throwing myself out the bed just to catch a glimpse. I was heartbroken and it was killing me seeing life pass me by. Now 2 years since my tumour was removed from my spine Im getting there I might not be able to walk but other parts of my body have partial feelings. I still cant wash or dress myself yet but I now can eat by myself. Now Im out that God forsaken bed and in a wheelchair now I can see Christmas in my house for the first time I will see the smiles on their faces when they open them up I will hear the thank yous and witness the hugs. I can actually eat my Christmas dinner sitting up and not lying on my side. Ive worked so very hard to get to where I am now Ive ignored the pains and carried on. So yeah Christmas this year means the world to me and I have my mum and dad and my sisters and my brothers and my lovely carers to thank for it Everyone kept encouraging me, telling me I could do it and not to let my conditions get in the way. They all helped me so much and I know Ive thanked them lots before. I feel it would be right to thank all of you once more. So thanks to each and everyone of you for giving me the strength to go on. So Im so looking forward to Christmas with the family I get to open my own presents with my one have but Im sure Ill manage lol. To all who are tagged I love you loads and thanks again. Xxx Susan Supermom Costin Lewis Costin Emma Costin Elizabeth Costin Tracy Pollypocket Costin Beckie Costin Neil Costin Gary Costin Michael Costin Lewis Costin Ashley Simon Costin Kay Costin Steff Walker Donna Lewis Lisa Filan xxxxxx 😊😊😊
Posted on: Mon, 01 Dec 2014 00:08:02 +0000
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