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This Morning I got to stay for the whole Church service without having to go home because of being sick, Praise God! The message this morning was on abandonment...I sat listening and before I even noticed there was tears running down my face and I felt like God was speaking directly to my heart. The Pastor was saying that when we come from abandonment and neglect and abuse as a child we go through life having those abandonment issues and it takes a toll on our relationships and friendships until we are able to turn that over to God and realize that no matter what happened in the past or who abandons us we have a heavenly Father who never leaves, He NEVER will leave me! It made me see so clearly that I have been letting my past abandonment issues effect my life today. See i think I expect to be left so in a way I set the stage for that very thing to happen. There was an alter call this morning and I went up and people laid hands on me and prayed for me. I gave God my fear this morning. My fear of being left, my fear of relationships and my fear of being alone because I am NEVER alone! Daddy God is here to stay! The Pastor came up to me after the service, and this is a church I have never been to so he does not know me, and he put his hand on my shoulder and he said, God wants me to tell you that you dont have to run or hide anymore!!! SO amazing because I have been wrestling with that very thing all week! Daddy God knows just what I need and just when I need it but I cannot hide in my apt and never see other people because a lot of times God sends others to us to give us a word from Him that we need. I want to thank those of you who I am close to for sticking around and being my amazing friends even when I try to push you away. I am sorry for that and I promise I am going to work on this and get better because I dont have to run anymore and I dont have to sabotage friendships out of fear anymore! God is with me always and I am free to be the beautiful Daughter he made me to be! Deuteronomy 31:8 It is the Lord who goes before you. He will be with you; he will not leave you or forsake you. Do not fear or be dismayed.”

Tbh the past is the po ast am I gonna have to face it soon??? Yes

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