This My world present this holiday: care to follow example ? All my life... my eyes have been open... yet I did not see. Now that I closed my eyes (Ayahuasca past purge - literally in darkness) and allowed to be, I see the framework (originally though they were floaters (eye disturbance caused by a loose or detached retina - but ya know what... I dont have that condition unless it JUST happened... but would i not be in suffering? Would my eyes (especially retina detachment - i understand ro be painful but not having experienced this...I do not know for certain - Im just as Human as the next - which means we are All special) ... Im fuxking seeing pattern now... Just as Chameleon(s) have a plethora of repetition in behavior quite observable in your dsily life.. not of fantasy. {(I just attended a holiday party... and I pointed out my little wonder to those in attendance Everyone reveled in delight at his preciousness) Did any of you notice my second Chameleon? I had to show you the first... to which everyone dismissed as not being genuine - yet you still persisted and didnt see the second one upon me, yet was right below the first in plain sight - yet nother truth} They blend in with their world yet in plain sight ... and my little love - while such a delight and visual beauty - blends in, in plain sight, but doesnt match in color nor shade... little lone texture... yet... it knows no one sees... so it doesnt fear being seen. Ever see a Chameleon walk a great distance? They blow back and forth... in plain sight observe on your own not simply because i say it is so n such... you know why? It s because they understand their environment...on such a harmonious way - - they understand what makes up the world. Them; masters of vision. Yet dont be fooled by its craftiness, they actually have very poor vision. I have to use a metal implement to alert its vision... lest i wait a Kalpa(Eon/Century) for feeding is true. You know what i say to be true and correct yet persist - true. Nothing I have observed is out of ordinary moment... yet not ordinary of mind nor heart. Even so, they still have shitty depth perception; which... surprized me. In very intentionally observing, and being of mind - present with my lovely pet, I noticed little things others would and do take for granted and in as such... forget to exist... now; such as hand placement... and line of sight... as if from its perspective. I know no one nutty enough to do such a thing... besides myself; which is WHY... I saw and connected dots. Why I was gifted with prophecy of which I rarely speak as to few have understanding of this gift (and in prophecy... i dont mean some high fluten air up the ass - i mean what i mean I dream... and a short while later what had been seen in sleep... i get to resee from time to time.. in such ways i couldnt have possibly imagined them in advance. Im hyper aware... not hyper fictional (sometimes a long ass while it isnt controllable (either you see and recognize an incoming ocean wave.. or you dont it isnt a matter of maybe) gift. (but you do though... just not aware of it and or not listening or being present (mindfully existing in here... now.) The little hand moves such... that it actually looks like its flailing. I will video in near future... its to damn cute to not share! He, Kamtu, my doll of self, reaches for what appears too be a photo of a vine... but yet... the vine is 3 away... and couldnt possibly be an intended destination; not until I take my plant that looks enticingly vine like to the Chameleon in offering. Then the little hands be flailing once more. Makes me want to cry of adoration. While touted on being wonderful color changers, they really arent! They change subtle nuances... (usially darker or lighter/yet another aspect of vision of which THEY understand) that the observant individual will still see - the little wonder in all his delight. Colors opposite and not well blended... but does the Chameleon care? No! It knows, and even revels in the comfort - even when seen - it isnt understood; and in such remains out of sight - - remains out of sight... blowing across the ground... in WINDLESS expanse thats my living room. (I will hint here and note I have so carefully and mindfully observed this little one; that he now comes to me and opens his mouth when hungry/AND THIRSTY and if you know a little Champ, will know they never coincide. A normal observer (naysayer) would think he is attacking... yet... there is no intent behind it. Only its innocence of being! Being presented with him (as we should all be even with those we perceive as not liking us), are we able to begin understanding one another; Im being present, I noticed him licking shiny surfaces... but he does it so quickly and in passing... it could me misunseratood as hunger... if even seen at all. Even though everyone sees it... they dont see it! My attending the holiday party was clear example of this single truth of many. ... of anyone in this world (being of myself - not full of) ... and as such... very clearly recorded in conversation(s); I am on a whole new level and not simply see visual patterning.. but can prempt and predict its movent now. (really awesome but no one wll care about that part) I hope others step up besides me and stamps their spear butts to the ground in display of solidarity... the time is now... we all deserve to feel and be happy.... and in doing so show the universe mindful respect - and in as such... alleviate the sad this universe feels... aand i see the patterns now... IT is very aware. Very present with Us. Time to let this Amoeba we call Universe feel happy about itself for once... because... I dont know about you... but it feels like shit... feeling like shit. (I feel...... ... no............ we ALL FEEL what iITt (reread - and ponder - to do so - will free your mind if you are pure of heart - I myself lead by example) is feeling? The emotional instability I have felt my whole life... isnt Of me. Not FROM me, nor By me - nor any other me. iT has to come from someplace) And the whole reveal on the video no one has seen... is all this anxed... all this hostility... all this worry and self defeat... these arent OUR (My) feelings! Its how we make the Universe feel (in our actions against others - without consideration. (note i didnt say what)) and as such... in understanding what is referred to as a fundamental truth... (in mathematics we call it a proof) i have become free from its effect on ME >> personally
Posted on: Thu, 25 Dec 2014 01:59:17 +0000
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