This day has finally come. My sentence is over. Honestly been the toughest 2-3months Ive been through. Hit some real lows. Kept it all off facebook & that is amazing. My situation was real and I didnt seek attention just dealt with it internally and personally. A trial most definitely and sure a tribulation. November and December 2014 was a blurr. Everyday I woke was just existing and not functioning very well. My mental state made me forget what happened in those months. Everything at the time meant nothing. To some I seemed normal but far from it. To go through xmas and new years family time period and to look on and see other families as one was a torture chamber. I now know my inner strength completely and how powerful it is and how strong Ive become. It fealt like the valley of death but through my own darkness I didnt see day or light how I normally saw it. A long time ago I lost a son the pain of that loss. I endured again but not through a passing but a parting. Through the absent presence of a little soul. That will never happen again. I live with a decision I jointly made but never ever. My little lion & my love... Come to dad x May god guide your journey. My life begins again today.
Posted on: Mon, 05 Jan 2015 01:36:02 +0000
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