This is My Testimony... You Know.. I,said I wasnt gonna say anything. But freedom, of the heart,Mind,body and soul,is waving at someone.Threw this,message. From My heart,to yours. DomesticViolenceAbuse is,not Love ladies and Gentelman... Its Bondage. To,That,person,you with are That controls you. By the fear, That,one allows to attache to,his or herself. Freedom is liberating to the,Heart,Soul, Body &,mind. I,have not been given a Spirit of Fear. So, Iam not afraid to,step out on Faith and speak about, The domestic assault I,endured. Ya Know.. There could be a Man or Woman going threw,it and are ashamed to speak out. Well look. Id rather be ashamed for,staying in a cituation,thats unhealthy,for meh.Any day. Than being ashamed to speak out cause some body,hurting Meh. Thats absurde. being liberated from ,hidden motives and foul,deception is was up. Well,Listen and look. Be Set Free. Because,,someone out there going threw Domestic abuse, MIGHT NEED to Know, You are worthy of existing. You are beautiful. That,you dont have to take anything,that is unhealthy,for your existence, as A Wonderfully and Beautifully made,Womanor man. Creation of The Almighty Lord God,Jehovah. To God,in Meh Be the Gloryah. For the beautiful things He has done. ..To get Meh,where I,am to be today. I,couldnt be more,thankful. Yall dont even ,wanna no.! :-( This, journey Weh call Life...Has been an adventure,in its entirety.. It has been a Grave,year for meh. A self searching,time frame of, Replenishing and getting to Know,Who I am. ..As a chosen Vessel. .Its been a maturing,journey. By grace,I,have made it.Thus far.. Good and not so good. Not so good, and Good. My Testimony. About,two years ago.. I almost,lost My life to a domestic violence incident.That,I,hid. A while. From someone,I cared for ,trusted and gave My Loyalty,love,and Life to share with. okay. Thats over with.. Moving right along. The abuse ,left Meh hospitalized,And with a broken heart, My heart. At That,time. My heart has healed, and it,is in a different place.A better,feel... I have forgiven. Though the memory, tries to refresh itself... Iam alright. The brutality of the,abuse almost,made Meh loose My mind,My dignity and integrity. But God, But God. Yall. :-) His,Spirit,Tho. .His nurturing hands, That Weh cant see. Restored My Life...I,tell yah. And My Life.. .And the after fight, I had to endure. While I,Was healing from the abuse,I had encountered. The domestic abuse. I,suffered That,left Meh with scares in My face. A gash over My eye and a split open cheek. Had meh,in a blurr for a long time.I,didnt really have no feelings.I,Was numb for a lil minute.And didnt understand why?And I,am a young woman of God.Whoo!Yall.(Tears). I,almost gave up.Thank God,for the people He put in My Life to,catch Meh before.,fell. I,couldnt talk about it without,tears and my mind being confused,even though I,new what happened,and why? Betrayal. Hatred and deception.. That trama,Hurt Meh badly and almost killed Meh. I,didnt deserve it, The adversary,Was Tryna take Meh out. By,someone I,loved and trusted. So,imagine what was going threw my mind. But God.Is A keeper. Tell ya. And I,am better. Enough,to encourage someone. Threw My struggle with the adversary.Unbeknownst to myself... Moving along. I,have pains in My left eye,when it gets cold and pains in My cheek bone at times when,its cold.But,for the most part. Iam Alright. .Compared to where My mindset Was,at the time of the abuse and after. I,am not proud of My scares,nor the abuse. I,suffered... I,dont condone the violence I,endured as a proud event. its sad, and,hurtful,something u can never forget and a pain,That only,Love(GOD),can heal. But,A life changing one. That shook Meh,to the core. Due,to embarrassments and a broken heart..Instead of talking about it.Because,of it all. I, with drew myself. Worst thing,I,could of ever did. sheez! But,to God be the Gloryah. .Life,is free and love is,all around Meh. .Iam loved beyond,measure.And happy about,Life. Inspite of everyday,challenges and tribulations. Iam,content to say. I,made it. I survived,when the enemy came in to take My,Life. God lifted a standard. .His,hand of mercy for the avenger and grace for Meh... To God be the Gloryah...If,u are in a relation ship,thats Domestically Abusive. Get,out while your,heart is urging you to do so.Before its, to late... Alady,33yrs ole. Just got murdered by,her boyfriend,and she had made,reports of abuse,three times.and nothing Was done. Now,she Dead.and Gone,from us and her baby boy..Now,That Baby boy,without His,mother.b/c Of, domestic abuse. All,because of staying, in it .Mane yall,we got to do better.. When u,get That,unction to leave a bad,state of existence. Follow ur first mind. It might be,scary at first,but as Long as,u got ur faith,in The Lord and u praying and u around people who,care and understand. You will,prevail. Yall,ladies and Gents.Look, Dont give in,to fear.Get out,while u alive.Cause,I,almost didnt, and some dont. If u can, Dont hesitate.. .U might be saving ur own Life. Your life is so,worth it. I,pray this helps someone. God Bless,all women and men..and children..STOP DOMESTIC VIOLENCE. PS:Remember,fellas That hitting on a Woman,you with,which is.Some bodies daughter...Is,Not,cute or Macho.It makes u, a Tail tucker.A coward. And dont,forget.. What goes around comes back around.Sooo,with That being said.If,u hitting on a woman and you,got a Babyyyeh,sisters,or a momma,still living. You better,rest assure. Its gonna come back around,the same way..Proble,even harder..So,dont be surprised.When u hear..About it.Stop Domestic Violence...Stop Being Silent.They,wont be silent about,hurting you.God Bless us,all.You can barley,see My scares now.But,I Know they are there.Css,I never had scares on My face.But,it aint, stopped nothing.Iam,still beautiful...Oh but a rub. :-) :-) Good morning.Yall,have a good one.And support.Domestic Violence...Stop the Silence!
Posted on: Wed, 10 Dec 2014 07:54:14 +0000
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