This is from this morning. Its 3:33 A.M. on a Wednesday morning when I had this dream..my heart has never felt this sad before that made me shed so much tears. I believed, this is my very first time waking up with tears on my face..but I had this dream about my baby neice. She is not just any niece to me but a lovely and dearly one. Well, this took place back in my old house in Coon Rapids. It was a bright sunny day and the sun was shining through the windows, creating this glowy beams of light. It did not felt like every other days because the living room was bright and shiny like someone has recently paid a visit from heaven down to earth. Our old house has a walking stairs that connect to the basement and upper floors where the living room are. I was walking upstairs toward the living room and saw my dad, my mom, and sister, Mai sitting on the ground happily. They were talking about something, which I had no clue until I finally walked in.. On my dads arms, he was holding my baby neice, Hwachi. I couldnt help it but I brust into tears because I thought she was gone forever..I was happy, confused and shocked at the sametime. I wanted to hold her but my dad was hugging and rolling on the ground with her. That moment right there was the best moment because I could remembered how beautiful the scenes was.. I asked my dad and said I thought Hwachi has passed away, how did she get here and where did she came from? My dad looked at me weird and said what are you talking about, who are you seeing? There is no body here. Im not holding anybody.. but in my eyes, I could see that he was holding her..I was confused..I told him again that Hwachi was there, and he is holding her in his arms.. he checked his arms, and look back at me and said I dont see anything. I started crying badly..ask my mom and my sister if they saw her too. They said no. In my head, I was confused..questioning myself who was the one that they were looking at and why are they surrounded around them..all I saw was baby, Hwachi..am I the only one who is seeing her? Did she came back and visit me?... My dad was still holding her and not noticing that she was there..my tears rush down my face..right when I was about to say something to her, I woke up from my dream like the time being with her was done..my face was covered in tears.....that was my dream...how much I missed her soo much...I will always love you and miss you...Rest In Peace, my baby Hwachi Chang.
Posted on: Wed, 20 Nov 2013 18:38:57 +0000